as you also see, vegetarian dining recipes too.


this is chili

it might be good

its vegetarian



Wash in the water.

Letting go of expectation constant score keeping ahhh what a damn pain! It doesn’t go to Hoyle and? ;). Here I am happy hopeful anyways! Fuck it! Ain’t got anything more interesting than living up a little life.

I have a half hour ‘til getting into folding the laundry. I know you’re excited to hear that.

The coffee was extra good. (Hugh Jackman laughing man hugh’s Blend not on sale thus fresh not stale k-cup)

How could you do that?

I am weird. I do like burgers both homespun and fast foods offers to high chintz/bling ones too. I don’t have a good rapport with cook to order ‘fast’ food burgers. Okay sin of sins I think five guys burgers is a reason for vegetarianism.

Never once of thrice visitingng is there redemption always overpriced slow and who do I have to bribe to ketchup atop my burger? First bite is always dough be that burger or bun. I admit bread/butter pickles are for others and dill is for burgers and five guys uses whack pickles. I guess it’s celebrating whatever I don’t like about burger and taking away redemptive milkshake action so I notice each heinous sin!

Some say they’re juicier – five guys ( never frozen meat not over cooked…)

And of course they corporately pay correctly the help better but at bankruptcy per burger excuse me if I’m less than impressed.

And I bet you too can put your finger on a lemon of your choices souring your desire to return? Good because chick fil a is next enduring 28 years now of being ignored excepting thanks for employing family. Waffle fries suck that bad.!.

I guess fundamental issues are the feeling of value. I never question Denny’s pricing yet if one thought on it why wouldn’t they compete given that they sell food respectability for a family etc. but walk into a place and feel it’s expensive and not a value? Which is five guys or since I said it chick-fill-a. Yikes.

Now take that snobbery and lets test it!
Jimmy johns gourmet sandwiches – yay or nay? I like their tuna add bacon before the bread change of 2015. I paid money to eat their despite wishing ire on the ass who put up a free smells neon never cheap ghose signs. But subway long ago threw away taste and value so it’s up to who’s left. If I get a subwayits out of sheer desperation as I like meatball sammiches and Philadelphia Pennsylvania despite reputation for good served me nothing good. But jommy johns overpriced but they’re fast good and such! Wow to their internal standards they train people to meet and insist continually on!

But I admit all this is diatribe and subjective. If you find joy in food anywhere bless you and your belly

Mustard packet stomping

YouTube abuse!
I bloody well see the imagined oscilloscope depiction of a piano chord backwards. I see this because I can hold pitch but I sure can hear as I might better say feel sound. I learned twenty years after sacking violin playing that I don’t actually hear perfect pitch oh split ends on my gorgeous blond hair the doom! I hear just a few hertz sharp of true. I learned this tuning a zither as it annoys me when it’s wrongly tuned… turns out I’m wrong… oh split ends of fashion disaster! I can’t sing so naturally many a job was? Lead the sing along! Swell. I cook but even I know I’m so slow at it that boogers there goes the easy Rembrandt award as it’s just Jackson pollock behind the airplane… up in the air it goes so as to become… in reality this is alllllll true and as I likely fixate and or loop as in I like songs and play them as if I ingest them… only to tire of some and wonder why that song is hip and the other square… I never did think to live this ingested song as part of my day I mean whoopee crap I lost hours and hearing grooving! Others tell me of the adventure that is that time as I seriously see only a time in a chair! Time doesn’t exist if the music is right. But I remember that oscilloscope in his apartment as he was my piano teacher but did voice and fenced… a personification of a New York City character – I tell you true I never once saw it this oscilloscope on and thus it’s amazing I know somehow the signals paths illuminated.

I can’t tell you how often lately sshhhhhh! 3 Times. That I dream I am awake and it is later than it in reality is. Disconcerting this! I must also deliberately sense that I hold the world nay universe steady to blaze my comets trail across my heavens. I must always be careful not to fight these last instants too or I’d ruin it all. Yet if my heart truly on my sleeve signals rightly – gah! Am I so close to tired as I’m just not 4 10 etc ages young like that as often just a wee bit tired of the effort splat into glad to to be of service while we await the thanks but nahs oh but blastoff is neigh! To the world I share ahhhh and oh that together simply excited the orange juice is orange! Blood orange haha only if you’ve enough purple carrot for color! Wanna ‘jack’ (freeze concentrate not steal) our next glass? I know that means I must care back….. ah the lengthy wait to be believed.
It’s Saturday now and I left the business week ago and Christmas is a delicious time to be looking into a moment of other’s time. I wonder if I get to laugh at how foul my timing really is.
But here it is my big adventure forward starting it with a cold if I can cough up sympathy. I saw the icy hints lines water resides here…but how deep and which… splash! edge? What the bleep is that portapotty in bloom smell? The water is grey or something?? Now it’s stinky marijuana oh joyful vomit. Miasma Yet I’m supposed to dhow what’s to be seen and yep… I can’t quite always tell
And while home is no longer a dormitory and a revolving carousel of characters, it’s the ech of liking out a windshield and seeing reflections behind. Hopefully the stroll between attractions amusing involves stomping mustard packets for distance.

The web says my dream if not to a time I had plans then I might see time hath run thin 😉

Rain cloud

i know I despair on occasion crosseyed in deer headlight fears


its possible a little more each day and thought to accept yesterday’s dang it need not be today’s forever forward ruination.


i don’t have to mention water vapor is about 1/7th that of liquid so it occupies more space clouds and the smallest fluffers thousand of feet away is about ton on ton of weight!  But I did and do. Water weighs what it does

U + 16C9

you plus sixteen see nine?  Is a Unicode symbol for the elk or aljiz rune in Norse divination.


it means safety


protected from the worst


in learned reflection I’m shown the awesomeness of the universe should I play – in reality I must accept I am not making it into everyone’s book of fabled heros.

I’m shown love is that heady motion of trust it’s us against all I’m the knight of old!  But yet the reality is that I’m not to pedestal a queen but listen to a human being and thus care.  Not white knight saving the day.


its of course rather frustrating to know one must find their way and be company perhaps for another on theirs — yet balance the adventure in love forward…. and as seems cussedly ever the reflecting obvious that it’s nothing perhaps at all wrong with my or anyone’s offer yet it’s a choice for alllllll those marbles.  Something as simple as walking yet making sure it’s with the other not a useless block ahead – or a widely nurtured and secure home built together in finances not magically a phone call away paid in full.


its fun wondering how to be a part of yet not unduly responsible for others lives excepting concepts like protected citizen ties like elders infirm or children cute as they’re last night new to the big world.

Its fun with some growth to fully feel the world alive- to not just sneak a bedpost notch but to actually be entrusted to care.  To plan that ahead ridingmout consequences 😉


its also fun to understand in patience that others arent born yesterday or incapable either thus champion not just my ideas!

Obviously now to more joy!

joy is needed too!


its a joy to think blueberry ketchup??? You heard!  Why? Because it’s important one know that ketchup wasn’t tomato based always!


its fun to know I may each little step of the way see joy in the world.  To feel the blood of strength course through in hope forward.  Not fear entirely anything yet to be well aware within fear it’s no guarantee


joy is a book

a movie shared



adventure in security not that calamity is not existing- but that it is dealable

Lentil again

Yes I did it! But now the again!

The lentils?

oi talk about simple gone toss in a kitchen sink! Recipe


1 lbs lentils (454g)

1 lbs carrots

1 super mega large yellow onion

a double tub of white mushrooms (1/2pound likely)

1 5oz jar tiger sauce (atamarind with chili pepper sauce)

1makes 48 oz orange juice concentrate can

1/8 c soy sauce

i had no room for the lentils so had to stock the liquid then toss the used bits to have room for the lentil! Eek!


corn tortillas

one can green chili enchilada sauce

2 8oz bags jalapeño jack &  cheddar cheese mix

1 24 oz tub sour cream

1 package Lipton onion/mushroom soup secrets(vegetarian as in no animal in this)

i chose not to roll the enchiladas as I’m lazy sue me-  but not from previous try and that I can’t see that it’s not helpful  in later presentation nor speed.


so I layered tortillas like lasagna and layered tortillas lentils cheese the boiled mushrooms tortillas lentils cheese tortillas green sauce and later more cheese.  This helped gently keep it all together 350f 1:10 minutes or 70 minutes


it took 12-5 to produce the lentils

lentils in at 1:30