Tappity-tap tap fat buggy feet map
Out and all about green verdant with sap
Lapping up Dinner dancing with the breeze
Beckoning shimmers shine toward life’s ease

Each day’s steps, stutters, stretch out forever
Finding smiles wide or ire’s river
Grittier sand grains gain a pearls sheen
Some fights seem insane lame drains words or screams

But each smile frown crowns our love’s meaning
Stitching my heart red with your name singing.


The song ‘s…

Ponyboy pancakes
Partaking breakfast choc’late
Perfectly… proper!

Okay, so it was a stray brownie! The day’s details glitter. The mountains of madness screams out where’s Vincent price! Dreams as half seen shadows shimmer off the clouds in my coffee (and yes, i’m So vain here to hum Carly Simon) I need to shut up, shower and saunter on out….

Call of Cthulhu- is part of lovecraft world and says we can not comprehend all we know? Interesting title of a b side Metallica instrumental (ride the lightning album?). I wouldn’t say the boys are dumb but such eruditite reading as lovecraft?

Seeing what counts for horror which is more tepid strange now? I’m rereminded of how Jules Verne’s took the days fancies of popular magazines or accounts to make 20000leagues come alive from the ocean floor of imagination – just as lovecraft didn’t set foot on Antarctic ice or soil.

I’m whirling this moment. Clouds of the coffee (and so vain.)

Morning Cheerio fine!

Lovecraft ( at the mountains of madness and other stories) begins as do details Unrelated.

And those sausage eyes
Smiling scrambled egg teeth gleams
Inedible sighs

( why yes, I used sausage patties as eyes – and other tomfoolery food including oj in the hot tea… the eggs edible but sausage just as inedible as my previous experience completely bathed in pepper too.)

I’m reminded of a lousy “happy days” episode where Richey is read the riot act of life and choices standing next to his father who chose differently than the direction he Richey seeks. I’m remind of this because I fit so few normal paths of this world as is. I’m reminded that while I’m not wrong to be care fighting for my choices, I’d best remember a lifetime of who I am and yet still try for my stars.

Obviously al jareau is a reminder to – I’m alll right… not his line true but heh I’m not him 😉

Forward housing
Trying for little bits more of successes

Ahhhh. Morning. Cheerio! Heh, fine.


Returning to fate faced with yellowing
Burning with hope’s lust of greed’s, “please! Just be.”
Yearning as a fool blindly reaching forth.
Besmearched by plague’s doubt – toddling still forward.

‘I love you’ banners bash eyes knowing more
Sighs, “son, I, um, lord? Like you something sore.
But listen up well- hell, just understand.
Shut down these your dreams screams – to be a man.

I can’t be but me. Please stand up alive
Cry out on our love. Come with truth, not lies.”

( from google search: maybe


I can insert here some Carly simon’ ‘it’s coming around again’ then make a truly crude moment of lower… humor in a birth control device joke.

I can also just as easily drip like that sink station you can’t get a plumber out after TIL – yes kitchen manager you couullllld pay double rate or just ride the ice in your soul because it’s a business and you’ve dealt with far worse longer… I could drip my hopes and dreams out to sodden up a double load of towels. I. Love. You. Drip. Drip. Drip. God! I’ll go mad. Drip drip drip……drip.

You know my glasses most likely are here. I’m due to see 20-150 corrected left and 20-180 right- left right being eyes. It’s been 6 weeks 7 really since they fell and broke just at the lowest I could financially be seemingly. I’m blind via the other set and even these too ( yes you see I’ll be able to see above! The stated lines of legal acuity… wise up! I never told you my overall field of vision!! It’s just as shitty. Yes. I cussed. I really do wonder though what amazing more I have. Pragmatically I can’t waste the money to find out I’m too impatient to wait Monday as you know they’ll be a package outside my pobox thus I can’t collect but within government hours. I can’t waste money and time impatiently yet you might know I want them and my Aladdin theme (a whole new world, Disney). I could have edited this too patiently to underscore my steely soul.

yep Zz top ‘cheap sunglasses’ and that’s with my groceries ( damn it – with great vitamin d and pill intake I still take a beating with insulin uptake. — yes, the cynacle of you should laugh and laugh that I lose weight a woman’s dream as I sit here brag-a-moaning oh yeah really is me!)

Punk inspired finger gesture to the world. Here I come!…. Monday

Joke is my weight is in farenheit the reading you’d like to see your streamline holding. Just right and ready for them customers! Ready and unpaid is bad! Not ready is bad. 😉