Like Winter, “wit’ry” is barren of color wit-ry.

97 miles outside Chicago,

I can’t stop driving – I don’t know why

2 years later you’re still on my mind…

A Walk To Remember OST

Neeeeeever saw the movie. Unlike tlc – crazy sexy cool I liked this disc.  If you thought the deed of ‘aunt (or in this case uncle) crunchy’ just ‘oh oopsed’ your favorite disc to no justice, taking the I couldn’t afford to replace it foil off my foil electric razor which cost 7 times as much, probably ought make a few chuckle and wonder when the whining and or cussing ought begin.  I still wish you’d have put the disc. in the case.  And we’d alll have been happy campers with semi respected property.  Funny how OCD I’d be.  One of those we can’t have nice things in a house where sequences weren’t a huge harmony….    Teaches one either anal-ity or whoops/,whatever.  Try not looking at me as if I’m a euphemistic asterisk of an anatomical outlet.

Coffee.  Coffee loves me.  No not really. Coffee by nature elevates blood pressure which I just don’t at sometimes 218/108 w/96 need help there.   Tea!

Tea loves me!  No not really as it has moderated bits of the same as coffee this big help it ain’t.

3 pills not one and one isn’t doing it.  Last time it was a week in the hospital round the clock wake me up for 3 am meds 5 am meds then 7 o clock rounds but a week later I could see 135/80. And very often any dialysis if on pills plus having slept I’ll go from 180/95 to 95/55 or lower…. You try that on a walk home! It’s a bitch to cross the street when it all goes grey.  Of course technically I’m not allowed to leave dialysis until someone goes “Boo!” So I’m 100/60 or they’re neglect ing safety but the Grey’s have came.  What’s good to raise b p?  Let’s pick something realllll healthy now!  Tobacco Cigarettes!

Now that the love is gone

How could you lead me on?

Earth wind and fire

It’s always lovely having to fight through those …times…  Knowing like any person that the worst is a blockbuster movie of suitable length ready to play then sequel if it splashed enough Gore around in your days.  To care when nada do.  To simply make a chilidog letting the chili cool before refrigerating so I don’t cook the fridge… Only to swear that the words coming are what a MESS because I don’t need be in that room to watch it cool.  It’s that ease of trying to be breezy easy walking on glass.   To make a tea….light off on the pot.  Make coffee light on chisle the pot clean.  That real slight but momentous harmony of lack of support.  Yet haha if you think of it.  Guess the person don’t like tea…hee hee.  And for the record why this is momentous is so often we don’t understand…. Pretty easy to dedeuce non tea support if it was on its tea then it’s off…but nah I don’t want coffee this second but ick cold coffee and what a hassle make that!

Justice.  Support to be.  Sure someone might agree to that nightmare of entanglement.  So far I’ve one ride down the mountain and an umbrella often needed adventure….ending as I understand love and obvious endings in you guessed it… Drip drip drip, flood!….. Drip drip oh there is the bus with the air con cranked!  And the papers said bye bye instead of here’s a hand up on your future our future.  There surely is justice and surely everyone has a horror tale or should ! Haha of not a damn thing went right.  But sometimes life is cold and opportunity is oiled…just for you! Butterfingers!  Or there’s much good as there’s much good grief!


I thought I’d be colorful like chicken!


I did get a curious burnt hot dog only the cheapies can burn this way but I m g I guess I must! Have it burnt.  Weird ism and decidedly unhelpful in joyous tidings but great for hot dogs


Oh and the super-dooper diet book said potato chips.  To lose weight.  Granted I’m a steady 62 kg at 5″8 feet”inch just slightly uñderweight.  That and pumpernickel bread.  I like potato chips and adore pumpernickel bread!  “Carb lovers diet”

It’s cheaper on eBay currently. And it’ll not surprise you at all the Rd or registered dietician looks like a twerp out of college…oh no, I’m not biased at how I didn’t sheepskin or that I’m twice their age. Nope. Oily smile.

I did find it funny though that gee, what I do not need is a weightloss diet! What do I find in life but a youngster fussing on health.  Not old enough to fight the battle not of spouses kids or mortgage no I mean the real battle of blob of the twenty year glue, bulge. Fat.  I’m skinny if you read up.   And it’s murder finding more than a half jug of milk’s fridge space and more than two burritos or pack of hotdogs storage space.  Wonder why I maintain at 62kg?  Don’t worry I can rarely finish it. A two egg breakfast is too much…but damn if I don’t adore steak n eggs… usually forsake the eggs.

Anyways  on grey days I say fuck! I wish up the best joy I got which is cocoon blanketed me over a furnace register furnace working and if I can manage a beverage.

I tried half calf and my punishment is it’ll be around til I paint with esspresso.  I tried the best brand DECAFF tea.  It’s just a flavor point wrong wimpy not umami whatever.  I’m somewhere near both out of funds but this is the second go effort and thus it should improve by springs hope and technical beginning.

I don’t have any “Lion in Winter” quotes as I didn’t see that movie either.

Time for beverage and the rattling spot.







By Starman Jones

Everything and Nothing interests me. I cook read, write and even have to clean. I SHOULD NOTE: I'm 40 something.

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