Shot through the heart (and I’m so vain)

All I see is hopeless
Bereft of meaning worthy
Rubber denial, cuss.

Sincethats cheerfull seeming just like a black eye ! How’s about?

First time in ages, I’m on point to make kebabs my sweet heat kebabs
Cranberry juice, soy sauce and hot sauce (this time chipotle Tabasco) pork cubed, baby bell peppers, (for now as tomatoes, mushrooms, squash maybe, onion all fall to mush or bits in marinades I may cube a tater to make veggie only offerings)

Why yes the poem hit when it really did bounce hopelessugh the day… but humor! (Rubber denial! Cussing heh) but whatever! Not every moment is bright and yet the path to goals still remains. And to have said it brought a mood that instantly returned hence I avoid the mood I don’t aim to bleep)


‘‘Twas this or beer”

The mouse of my heart
Nurtures bites in life’s grass hides
There’s room too, you snake

I saw again the after glow
Of soundless smiles of a naughty show
It occurred to me joy
Is shared, deployed
It’s simple – it flows

To be open as a prairie
Full of many a moment mouse
All it takes is your gliding lines
And joy a sky above airy


Bask or beach

I wanted and have half succeeded visiting my uncles today. Hopefully the other gets home before I got to. You may laugh at me but it was ahhhhhhh you know that moment it’s slower somewhere else and you smile offering up a lil oomph back to just want to like a kitchen not bombed bad but re-tidied – rogue round of dishes… because you know it helps. But where you might truly laugh as I’ve lived here with them a spell after xmas and remember with remorse the no Taco Bell problem of this location! I haven’t decided on how to resolve this with choices available but 😉 I may shortly

Thus one can relax – about the only gift I’ve lately to offer – but it ain’t nothing


Shuffleboard league

Second week Of shuffleboard league is I score each game! (7) heh.

Otherwise dietary notation goal has been kept consistently for a week plus.

Helped with the ‘rockpile’ work I had scheduled the day off – wheee rockpile! (Thankfully no splat)

Boss fell in the spa (no horrible lingering… there yay)
Cleaning with bleach means I swear I absorbb it… remind me that I bought gloves.



A little divination! To say????
As usual
Nothing really?

Links reviewing concepts keystone

Concrete tile
Firstly inexpensive perhaps?
No not really-
Or at least necessarily
Bob vila on Floridian roofing
Covering impact resistance also the mechanical change from mortar to mechanical fastening.

Geothermal heat pump as part of retrofit and new construction showing shallow
And other most efficient installations.
Climate master vs generic concept

Nuking hurricanes!
Okay, dumb if not dangerous!

Deltic prefab homes
Not because I actually care but circular is better and part of inherent choices in stabilized earth construction- a vastly differing technique

Lessons on first- a facia wall covering a stabilized earth home is to be better thought out considering

This covers two coneceptual issues
Lot/land and new versus existingng and if so how much

I need ‘city’ life and yet massive control as I can hand rent feel but not invested with costly uncertain maintenance

But covering my originating dream of build block up is not my need just covering enough to live

Now I can begin to better parse stick vs neo mudhut.

I can block projects within my flagging abilities as a human to manage within some better incite of how much more I can versus being constrained to one dream

Now to pulling in the recycling – I’ve a year to go it seems but each little step! (And only the dream it could be)


13th dream

I have said my peace
I blead as your heart sang yours
White left after grease

Today is dad’s day – full of bbq and or other joys. It’s nice 13 pass since mine passed yet a new one arrived to keep the bbq reasons alive. Of course I’ve zilch notions bbq. Tad tired to even latke like I should.

Stir a cloud across you coffee or tea if you’re daring. Dream with me over my banana of what I should be doing and or you too. Weeding the laneway- oo lets organize the boot! Oil the hinges then mop the baseboards because we just know it needs doing and we made it a further foulness… then spray the kicks and of course pick the grime of our nails and step to that yard dookie/duty. Nothing is sexier than being seen with a broom. Of course you know this is a ha har of a huge lie! pAR-ty.

Where’s the beer? Oh Satan help me with a slab of ribs. Salad? Sure how about a heap of potato? (That green rabbit food is for the birds. ).

Well – it’s to mass soon, but first some sabbath love – I don’t mean Black Sabbath nor Motörhead- nor work no no no! Day of REST! I mean lovvvve. 😁. The day doesn’t do itself yet it doesn’t have to be w.o.r.k.

Then Mr. Rogers neighborhood at a theater to remember a time.

And flee from Satan too – I mean like I gotta diet! Wheeeee! (Splat)

And find smiles anyways as I just have. Baby pictures for pram-itis!!! Healthy eating and lovvvvvve awwwwwww (there’s surely a rude noise… never you mind what you think I said!)



sometimes it’s cheap night

pour’n vee – eight; then beer-ing it

smiled moments bright