Mundane Monday Offering

Post’s Origination.

Picture first appeared.


take the outlining branches  with the blanker center spacings of the orchard here… it almost creates a horse looking over the picture.  or taki just the interior again / center of the tres and how they seem to outline the clouds.  or take the gernal overcast day this actually is and…follow me from what is actually beauty still but towards adventure!


now, it’s a photo-negative and alllll errie! 🙂  much of what we see is just perspective’s tease.  as what we expect is far more manipulative than ever imagined often.  if I took a hazy glance at this i’d almost thing of the tree just outlinning the  terrain not being…trees.  but such is just mundane photoediting. 😉  you have to see this to know never does a cloudy day go by without me remembering the joy of color-flip photography’s possibilities opposite of what’s seen.





2nd week begins Goaalllllll


airline tickets out and home on the whirlwind return home.

confirmed booked tickets to take shuttle across state to this flight  and home now. with luck the location is my job.  simple dimple i end my day and sit down to await a shuttle 😉 just bring overnight bag JOSH.


got after meter check and no the pharmacy lost my paper script in December and didn’t last week contact doctor for new script either so I did note this with pharmacist and set aside meter choice and await tuesday collection with new paper script  or wait for script with appoint a week from that tuesday from one of them.  i have emergency strips for now I want a fancy one that transfers information to easier computer info/forms.

I ordered my glasses without much family imput  so borrowed the kindly ladies at the walmart vision center to repeat their opinions with me.  my mom’s oppinion was uncommitted to choice, my favorite leaving on new adventures suggested find one that fits my face….shh on how that sounds edited to a soundbite but again it offers no real opinion.  the house serving soul saw the choices after ordering and liked the most expensive offering least desirable to me 😉    but lol thanks anyways 🙂  and I had to add a fall back on utility only in black plastic in case the actual offerings chosen aren’t manufacturable.

so my cheapest escape is 222 my likely most expensive 2nd choice is 360 and my first choice is 300.  potential differences are coatings which are anti scratch and anti glare and often one of these is not compatible with the other.  neither is free but the way to order and charge these things is unclear so I may get them gratis. … or….not.  either way i’m getting the best shot at glasses this year from a  Walmart store?  weird i never have before, they never could in my time/areas.  hopefully Indiana come’s through.


I finished the week of work at the big schedule but died at the end of it not literally but sugar bombed and thus was tired at the end not spry so all the effort in a way is wasted for the uncertainty I can easily do more  boo.  but I did make it at least.  i have two more days today and tomorrow to extra it some and am leaving swiftly to that lol gotta get

but doc, for blood lets see what d gre to and the other issues stayed at and if i gained weight.

we’ll see 🙂



it’s end of weekish. it’s time to assess goals  and progress to and or away from them.

I have:

not finished drawing sketch one in any form of hot sauce labels however, i have in progress wasys to beging moost carefully approaching choices within  the framework and challenge of marketing something rich in choices already.  it is NOT a bad idea nor i some horrendous failure to see a touch of risk higher than predicted to venture outward this way.  I have began outlining a third offering idea so i may flow swiftly through a choice  rich NEW! array of offers MINE .  I have ordered the sample six with room to reorder favorites and try for sauce offer four and five and leave it as a handful.

I wont be seeing my hoped to soul due to life directions for some time.  this means i am free to enjoy the duration of projects truly free to be my own joy.  also with luck to share in a shared hoy of differing paths.    this also destroys the shared exploartion of licorice game creation coming this month as it’s not a shared project again. only a shot at a solo likely pursuit.  i still like the notion of pursuing it as a tading card of a game space within a version of Juenogo de la Oca…shortered to OCA!  this means i will have to place an order for a version of that game i’ve never actually seen 😉 and discover it for myself 😀 and friends close 😀  i suspect i’ll do that with my erand day Tuesday

errand days saturday and tuesdays, my work days off.  I need after a new glucometer tomorrow finish  my budget and arrange the tuesday  next running the “checks” to them as i wont see the bank  for cash if I can not use a debit card to do these things.  I need to place my oder for new glasses so i can have a new me coming in Spring!  and shop some for buckling down away from exploring gas station pricing/foods not just because of cost – hopefully there’s savings! lol but more so, it’s time to move forward further in the dietary goals of better workarounding for maximising my health more or none of these ‘dreams” stands any iota of fulfillment! 😉

work goals directly.  i have nice people to work with but also the newness of not knowing how best to deal with their divergant from mine approaches and theirs by seniorities above mine!  I will look to ease this with time or time and a chat 😉  I had in mind to push to learn the cashier’s position for the sake of relevant cash handling currently and alcohol sales certification as that will return again soon enough.  however, i run into a wrinkle of the online at home my time unpaid approach being nearly wholely blocked and the options around this equally challenging!  it’s 2.5 hours plus the effort to actual do the learning to visit h.r. walking.  that’s a tall order out of my day.  it’s also challenging to find time at work to do the same with or without support as the place is in operations thus busy.  so it is clean this isn’t on hold but soon will be as i exhaust my training availabilities currently and swiftly.  it is the most likely thing also to shift in priorities with less of a real need of it especially when this training isn’t upwards in pay or eases my duties…it adds to them at best and isn’t an improvement in pay.  so, I hope i don’t forget that while it seems hopeless rarely is sought capabilities improved truly a waste of effort or time.


Diet.  more specifically trying a rice diet to more accurately show sugar and other data to better choices more consistantly in food… it’s not required i seem to be finding the work arounds to my issues of gas from incorrect combinations of what i’m dietarily restricted to consume.  atop this it is obvious pre bloodwork my vitamind d level roase as i crash on 32 units insulin a day with a script for intake at fifty five units.  I flat out don’t need near that much.  I can see the floor through my thighs as well so i lost weight and must find it! anybody? extra pound please?  i’m type a negative blood i’ll take what ya got! 😀 😉  this means even with meter the focus shifts away from the grandios to just a little tweak here or there to a need.  however with bloodwork coming it’ll be interesting to mark and or improve the vitamind d level to a proper level and perhaps have licked need of insulin for a good while again.   the hope is to improve/regain health however it’s just at golden to keep stable not slowly failing.


so: you have my spirual goals as is the pursuits new.


now the enduring pursuits.  I can and shall be able to aim for being debt free before summer.  to do this means scrimping but not religiously so!  this wont mean instant travel or house but it is one step to eat more.  it is a smaller array of steps actually as it’s not one payment towards this.  or the maybe savings after it. however i must also balance a lot in this time too of freedom to enrich my days for ME.


this means i juggle to quit smoking as i approach  my 22 year anniversary of said this 3rd week of the month.  but I’m down to one this moment and still not sure i wish to wholly this fact secondd… but to correct for a n adult lifetime of onsetting diabetes and the pills to less it’s grip and general age i am nearly impotent. yes you read that.  it’s highly common and frustrating especial dead smack in the middle of wanting a love affair oh snarls and tribulations!  but, to see if some otc apoaches can aid means no smoking so you know i LIVE through the approach to different outcomes pardon the pun too.  it is no gauruntee i’ll succeed  in a true drop of bigh otherwise b.p. but lol wouldn’t it behoove me to try after “control” not desperate demands and grabs for control ..cntrol secure radiating outwardly forth.

couple with outright learning to want for myself to then allow freer delight from others to accept or not my offers as delights them or not is the biggest challenge.  others are to be less defensive at fails as they’ve not personal typically just occurances.  I know I need little to nothing to occure so what pressure?  there isn’t any need of pressure!  but if i don’t move I’m a technically togethers must see a paycheck and reliable hope or lack of said to choose from and for them selves wat on.

I’m off so 😀 I’ll get to that 😉  i likely survived spelling people to day/week off vacation like a villain! so 😉 light er work for me.