Stumptown roasters rwandan hue whole bean? orangeish still but I’m going bananas! both perhaps literally and metaphorically. McCormick baking aisle extracts banana and rum 7 banana and 2 rum enough cream tomake two overly creamed coffees shaken in a ziplock container with truvia touch of brown sugar artificial sweetener granuals. i mean that is the literal outcome of a enough for five cups it’s afternoon and i ground it to turkish coffee dust and brewed it anyway ala automatic coffee machine. but, never fear, i am likely just as much as better than maybe crazy too. 😀 yes, pastic smile of an infinite smirk. I think i’m somehow winning but at what reality isn’t yet showing up with 😀 this niggling detail of reality is as much as nonsense! fooey. I’m having a grand time and a good coffee. have to leave into that reality though for work…in about an hour. no, not boo! i can pretend over coffee ecstacy i’m still here listening to I’m atop all the universe non sanity am.
I reconnect with 21 years last seen. no not for romance, that past but everything charming did not. I research a townhome in town surprisingly to me i can afford – furnishing it remains a niggler. I have sandwich stuff if i get off here to make a lunch saving money obviously called for if aboving. I wonder without proof if i can’t honestly call a few dream. just in case you’d like to know the actual contributings positive. perplexing ones can be skipped as they’re already mentioned. i’m told i sound just like myself but i haven’t called this way in nearly a decade. I do recall consciously choosing down that way too many timnes/ ways. but here i am again! reset, or broke the rest of the way…. or both. we shall see. i’m not really a harm to myself but i might be unsettling a time about others, i haven’t been here in a while.