if i could have a new talent, what would it be?
who is my best friend that is NOT a spouse.
talent, hmn. I was told once, “skill masks talent or that given enough effort, I could be good at things only to hear how talented I am… bunk, I worked my ass off for it. as i get lder i don’t wish for new talents but to have earned for myself independantly. so technically the answer to this question is none. but not so fast! what do i want for skills? – well i want the following kitchenly skills
mandolin operation and safety within a modest speed of preparation. the reason is obvious – i can utilize a knife but i cant cut straight or quickly…however mandolins are duece dangerous machines.
similar to this is a motorize rotary bade or an improvement on the skills using a electric kinfe- why? I’d like to make pretty sandwiches you’d swear are worth cash not just wow you cook good.. that doesn’t pay serving swiftly and better than many is what gets us / one paid, i’d like these two skills to improve…oh sure I’ll never likely manage the third point which is the ability to work 10 hour shifts with these skills over and over and over again which is the way one makes the pay. I’m not ever likely to be a pro cook/deli server, etc nothing pro with food this lifetime. however, i would like to improve anyways 🙂
my best friend.
alright, I spend more time with more often with?
oddly enough not my favorite internet romance but my favorite reader of this blog and of course her’s. my best friend is by effort given and recieved one doesitevenmatter3. no wedding is planned, I don’t know her whole name nor have her number nor but vaguely where she resides – no wedding is planned but I would like to point out that thanks are in order. without one Carolyn,vaguely of the dessert southwest, I’d not have had the steady lifeline to someone simply ccaring consistantly.
now mindly this is based against hours a day with messages into the six figures? over years? that’s my internet romance. but it isn’t that, it’s not even that she returns the favor with words back… it’s the depth of time spent reading and reasponding- 2 lines takes a few seconds to read and then a minite or two to compose a huge hugs back I mean i appreciate those hugs thank you very much but I can’t exactly say i’m overwhelmed with years of knowledge of who my internet romance really is i may learn 3 new things a year about her which saddens me and proves there isn’t a deep love just kindnesses versus someone whome reads all my typos and still shares back anyways. the time spend is mamothly different in value even if it isn’t every day nor am i packing my wallet with raincoats for oncoming romance. such just is a fair statement of the value of time spent, soul shared… it is an opinion. I don’t know if my internet romance has even the opportunity to be more and I’m selling her short. I just know i tabulate the obvious and for now it’s not what i expected.
if i were to include others about the house and each word spent not in passing as most are.. it’d be harder to say the above is accurate, however I can say that i probably go out of my way to be in passing around here versus someone going out of her way to read every hope and dream of mine shared.