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what mood am I in today?

I’m reminded of all the times i got to go to the mind and body wellness “celebration”wherein the hottest thing going was the aura pictures and life-affirming explanation of what the colors shown! meant.

of course i think i bollocks the posting of my aura photo this last time around  so i can not share with you easily  but i did save one let’s see if i can swipe it.

first aura photo

I’m reminded of auras in that this one was definitively  a LOUSY day.  as if my heart hadn’t yet returned after the last snuck away.  of course it’d been over a year at this point  – there was no magic reconciliation coming either – this time however it’s worth noting the newer one has been a joy since…new at the time of this photo and the next shows me well into different colors adjusted to a job i was? very much leaving at the time to another adventure of which it’s part 2 of as i’ve moved again and here is my boo hoo chance at a sniffle- the sky is falling! 😉    but auras.

http://theauraphotographer.com/  AN aural photographer, this one’s san antonia by area code ish texas.

but the point here is not auras but moods and how this is the new version of the mood ring.  the picture above is just one mood.  it’s accurate to it’s time.  boo hoo to the sniffles as in i was hoping to avoid their flu… but alas, no….another mood and stuck like chuck feeling adventurous when obviously i shouldn’t share nasty illnesses so here i am stuck like chuck.  – oh i remind the dog’s aren’t done with heat… she’s close but he’s still a flaming mess.  this is a time of? morning..but the coffee’s cold… a lousy take on the  patriot movie where rene a. tries to keep john who’s just shown to his family taken by the war to lose his mind… this is a time of mourning… 😀  i’m not really but i really do want taco bell.  something not too sugary as duh that’s only going to compound the misery of the next week.   so, two spicy chicken soft tacos….mmmmmmmm  that’s my mood, i have the money, i can even walk it’s not too cold out but i shouldn’t go anywhere and share…shoot 😦

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stuck like chuck

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0403778/

apparently these last weeks have had some motor-pickle-ing  moments.  i don’t ride nor live in an active motorcycling home- the last ride was off the road thanks to a drunk after a game to a busty ankle and bummed arm for the household biker- i literally thought he’d been bicycling  fell off his bike, not motorcycling and nearly gotten scrubbed off the mortal coil.  I used his hospital check up to file my change of address to the town 😉 I was then there…officially.

the book was a library find as i wanted the original and a moment /morning/afternoon or two of library bliss to myself… if i needed a fart, i could simply walk around outside to a good handful of natural springs smelling it up as they’re want to do.  I got that book, zen and now …retracing 40 years of time across a journey … chirpy as this sounds, a journey of the mind.  pparsig drank, his son was on his way but not for terrifically much longer as fate would have it…any way you look at it, the original was to unravel.  I was however finally into the northern nowheres and his near affair before and i’m no longer surprised, I lost the thread of the book.

as the books zen and the art of motorcycle maintainance and its retread, zen and now end in san francisco never to be dismissed from the anythings goes …literally… lifestyles-wise of it’s reputation now, I’ve another book i’ll never finish likely either,

I was told it was a gooden!  it was poetry and worse yet, iambic pentameter’ed sonnet!  however the tail of love found lost found lost forever only to be found  with a fake love ending in a gay loveaffair tryout before dumping the narrative character for a friend… sorry lost the thread.  a note on kindness, I’m not interested in damning anyone for enjoying either these books or the hinted LIVING within them.. I simply lost the thread of them and never am likely to finish reading them

a firmer note, I’ll never finish zen as  a book, however the parsig one i had read to me courtesy of the talkingbook library.  these others I only had a print edition handy and lost interest.

another one still unfinished ins death and white diamonds as the reader as it’s an audiobook failed and it’s been weeks and a move since i’ve tried the umpteenth time to get a few pages further… pity, i was enjoying the story of forever comedic in the absurd of how one couldn’t possibly make more errors in eliminating the evidence.

 

now while i can’t ride as in operate a motorcycle safely as i can not see to do more than the pokiest of speeds, adventuring over the world seems ridiculous to me as in I couldn’t go…now now i’m not saying i couldn’t chriss along whining about whatever dad wanted to do how boring!… I’m saying i’m eliminated on the legal grounds of not anywhere being able to obtain a license to drive/operate such contraptions… and i know i’d not want to anyways, motorcycle seems like death while a motorscooter?  now that’s some ridin!  anyone with a grain of logic realizes 40 mph versus 80 mph makes not much damned difference in the bone crunching pain and lethal death acheivable… however, I’m circular so it matters little what the facts are it seems safer and i have operated a motorscooter about a neighborhood at safer lower speeds a lot….and a little moped across town and after a critical point of applying to a local service of the bus for what would have been? the opening off any short hop cab fare about town… it only required that i be first blind…no problem, am /was… had the cane and everything…but hopping a moped to the mailbox indicated a level of travel ease that was fraud for the spirit of the service so the lady chatting with my mother after getting me back home said before leaving…chatty women …never you mind who’s fault it really is 😉  but all too soon a simpler bicycle trip showed that on a moonlit night i couldn’t any longer from a bike saddle see the white line of my part of the shoulder  … I very soon neither mopeded bicycled or any of that nonsense regularly again.

 

but even still dreams occur, how to not walk the world  or worse huffa huffa a bike through it…yet not  instantly encounter the no of liscenses not handy or silliness like trying to outrun the law all around the world…we all know how greedy people are about them rules being followed… bitch as they do about them.. but what about an old style toyota microvan…not the vw microbus, the toyota microvan… literally big enough to cram a second small adult in… long enough to facilitate a cooler and tanks of cryogenic air.  it wouldn’t be a victory for me persay as i cant drive but lol i’m company!  and i’m happy to sock back the road sodas wherever not caught by picky pants people and the look of illegal living… I’m not nor am going to drive 🙂    solar panels and an airconditioning unit would over the course of 3 days replenish a tank enough to travel onwards- remember the time it takes to run the machine initially to get liquid air is?  a long long time so likely charging batteries on the move for continued cycles of new fuel would be helpful but in any event 18 hours to start harvesting is a long time…perhaps some tim tayloring could occur.  certainly it’d look stupid as shit gourmet mealing around the world on the ultimate ecogeeking about the globe rocket stoving up delicacies for lunch..bivowhacking to replenesh fuel only to not putt putt down the road but click and or wheeze asthmatically…. plenty of time to roadside fortune tell if I could keep a straight face 😉

 

or perhaps a hovecraft… or hover skateboard…the latter s more frightening I’ve no balance… but neither directly a plane or motorcycle so possibly just odd enough to avoid pesky legal papers i can not get as backwards as the world is ….surely someone will say so 😉 I don’t think it’s always out to lunch …I still can’t see and thus they’d catch hell letting me drive knowingly unsafe from the start 😀  although on flat land i can still bicycle about 30 miles in a day easily…hills are a bit of a bitch without a caboose… i lost most of mine with the onset of diabetes and losing 55 pounds never to return… that usually makes hill climbing tougher… I had to step off the bike usually kicking the pedal back around to stab the sinns and? hobble the hills.  it wasn’t graceful but it can occur.

 

well, how about it? how the hell can i feel in control of adventure not a passive watcher of it?  it has to still sorta be MINE?  but none the same, heheheheh, even I think the above is ludicrously over the top. and sneaking out gas assist motors from my backpack to move the bike up the hill when the cops ain’t looking still seems dicey, the eagle-eyed bastards still can see further than me and woo woo the siren for the legal no no no! shame on you you cheater!

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there’s gold in these them here hills.

I came here for what now?

an earth-sprung desert toll booth

lemme whomp us a rat.

 

all the baby blue sky you can lasso the very life-breath of freedom. no more than  a hot an a cot perhaps now but I I wait for you to wish after more, to work with me, not swipe my yesterdays.  but i am tired now,you’ve waited past my braver dreams.

I see in my mind a cister against a windwill clanking up well over 500 gallons of water an acre.  I se a terrace of sedate century plants for the shed. perhaps you’ll see youre way clear to get us some salasa in?  I see so many days whe nothing can stop us from putting in  another cistern to make us a fountain to rival the spas of rome.  however I wonder which of us wants after the kiln – you or I?but what will it matter when the breath, freedom rocks a shaded hammock.  everywhere you might see failure for it isn’t store bought but ours and of no more or less soul that we tossed in that particular day.we know much of the magic money won’t come of humility but a kind of kitch, savvy saying said in paint pretty across their new coffee mug or her goddess symbol slapped across a mortar  with a ruder shaped pestle – yes, imagine her glee making grandmommy some rudely fresh salsa- it’s rather silly the dreams of the young and the freedom of the to bestow a raised eyebrow.

while we wait for each age to come in? will you help make some stew?  yes that  can of burn diablo dark. its for black chicken mole. it goes good with coffee.  by next week if you want we’ll have a grill to entertain your friends.  they can have the house…toll booth you say, shall we charge rent?  nevermind, there is a coverlet that if you’ll help me heat these rock to tempt our less friendly critters away from us we’ll sleep under the stories you pluck us from the stars.   we can have a working tub by lunch time tomorrow.  any dream sve stealing mine you’d like.

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as I napped away a few days, …

I wish I had, her. ya ya ya another year where i send the valentine to my hand :{  bad red dwarf quote.  but that’s not fair.  i’m not particularly horny and far more shallow – so this instant i’m bummed i picked a lousy pick on netflix and can’t get into it  so i really wish i had a better show.

 

on the twelth i took precisely the same photos as per usual, zero.  my phone’s in the drawer uncharged.  if you mean the last photo i swiped online… that’s easythe questions above!

I slept the majority of the thirteenth away so I read a few chat responses back and responded to them then went to sleep off the tequila and avoid the flu.

 

I’m currently not reading any books. the last uplifting movie/netflix i popped up was “the history of maths”  I couldn’t see that day as my eye was so badly infected and sore  it still is.. i was born with an eye infection so depending on severity it’s either blufferitis or keratitis.  while i have had gasoline in my eyes the majorit of damages is from the infection which gets crusty hard scrapey scratch my poor eyeballs and has thus damaged them here or there over the years.  but none the same hearing an elegant solution for pi was fun

how many hours of sleep? somewhere around 28 hours with a 2 hours bleary tubbing and awoke to a red dawn that was pretty.

there are a lot of things i wanted and didn’t get.  however i am blessed to have a bit of attention so thank you.  it’s kind of you lot..

I have pretty spicy tequila fries for anyone who’s interested.

 

 

 

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appeal.

OKAY, lazy got off the duff… jicama with oj, tequila blanco, mccormick’s montreal steak seasoning and later paprika but now… soaking.

I SKIP FOR NOW THE HOUSE FLUE BUT THE TEQUILA HELPED AS DID THE DAY’S NAP TO SORT OUT THAT I WONT GET IT IT BUT JUST FOUGHT IT OFF.      I FOUND MY GLASSES IN THE BATHROOM DRAWER AS I KNEW SOMETHING FELL BUT DIDN’T WHAT IT WAS.  BUT I DID CHECK SWEEP MY HAND ACROSS GLASS FOR A GOUGE – THE GLASS WAS WEEKS AGO AND I’D HOPED I’D GOTTEN IT ALL UP…NOPE 😀

 

THE DOGS ARE CHAOS.  SHE’S IN HEAT – THE TICK DAY IS 12TH AS SOMEONE BLEW THEIR WATCH FOR AND AVOID NO MOUNTING NO PUPPIES NOTION.  SO IF THEY’RE COMING- TAX DAY PUPPIES FOR JUNE’S DAD’S DAY  .  THIS IS AN APARTMENT SO OBVIOUSLY THAT’S OUT FOR PUPPIES, I COULDN’T AFFORD THAT.  NOT MY DOGS ANYWAYS BUT I AM LIKING NOT GAINING ANOTHER PART TIME JOB SO I’M THE EASIEST SUSPECT FOR PUPPY WATCH… THIS IF NECESSARY, DUNNO YET WOULD MEAN MOUNTAIN LIVING IN EMERGING SPRING.

 

I THINK THAT SHOULD ABOUT COVER THE BORING BITS OF MENTIONABLES.  THE FUN MENTIONS WOULD GET ME IN TROUBLE SOSMILES OCCURED OTHER UNSPONSORED THOUGHTS OCCURED AS DID TOO MUCH TEQUILA FOR ME- BLANCO THOUGH I FINALLY GOT TO TRY SOME…

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nine-tenths of the law… 365q2,9-10

http://www.lulusyogurt.com/#!create-your-own

I’m not precisely sure this was the exactly location but #10 say’s what’d i buy last. – frozen yogurt.  pistachio topping cheesecake toppoing strawberry short cake all topped with raspberry with graham cracker dust and cherry sours – fun size flat rate $5 cup.

number nine is what time did i go to bed?- before this outting to bewakened to frozen yogurt talk… well worth waking for.

I heard the schpeal about the “process” …complicating my eyescream snarl about to make an appearance…step away from my sugar!…and then the where’s this or that no i’m not military…only to suavely knock over the caution wet floor sign thwack!… then the chat was triple dog dare ya pickle juice yogurt which yeah sorta sells but not for any other reason —you should make a martini version… olive brine perhaps mince bits …his wife over there will triple dog dare him…SHHH! only to hear upon leaving shaking hands nice to meet you  ice cream lady… you could have gotten a number…wasn’t interested…job for free ice cream  her like that none of it. hmf… step away from my sugar… apparently I’m a lousy flirt  or only good at when i’m sincerely not even a radar blip interested.  hmf.

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much ado…about nothing

I stress the multi stage cant breathe a wrong word, many phone calls, to get online to my one w2 – only to walk to the mail and it’s there.  but not the other I showed in person for proper updated info and it’s not.  still, much ado about nothing…filed … yet.

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365w2,8

what is the biggest tv screen in my house?

as I do not own prejective equipment, its a boring old rca refurbished 46 inch job i got 2 /3 years back from sears via some fabaroo coupon when in reality these things cost 600 or more then.  I instantly saw why it was on special… it has a wonky imput feature that means it works poorly with modern cable systems or in general any kind of ease of use.  not to mention it’s base was damaged so it is wonky here on my dresser as my computer monitor that’s oddly soo big i cant easily sitting comfortably here now cant see the 8 for the day 18 inches ish in front of me let alone what I’m typing. or comfotably play games without stoop standing and getting tickled noise hairs from screen static.. damned sad sitting next to a dream monitor that’s big as all get out affordable and yet so big as to be useless really to me  I bought a 32 inch job  after selling this tv to the house which brother swiped mine for this again on moving   hmph got the lump of wood back.  of course i still lost out to the girlee roommate who then had a fifty inch job but for the price at the time, i didn’t do all that badly.  last november the mega walmart deal was 280 with taxs for a refurbished fifty five inch job…just for reference as there will be all these kinds of deals to allow openbox returnrs to resell knowingly used and or mildly damaged by customers or shipping.  so if you lust for a strapping wall of entertainment, you too can maybe afford the irritation …plan ahead walmart requires you to cue up prior to time points and they’re sold in less than an hour within a store which’ll then take you an hour to safely leave to pick up whereever they’re doing such in store… or troll that internet.  it wasn’t overstock.com i don’t even remember how i found it, it was a mega coupon thing.  but trust me if you need a leg up, the deals exist.  interestingly it’s so so tastey to buy junk thinking you got a deal… but lol it still works i should be very very grateful.

 

as to why i bitch about size- I have a lot lot lot of myopia and my very expensive glasses to save weight being over a half of an inch thick on the edges in some renditions of the prescription are purposefully small – this obviously restricts my prescription field of vision to two head’s size at eighteen to twenty one inches away from me. so about four of my faces with ears… well close a i am small print is out….. anyways I’m not that fat of a headed soul literally, not metaphorically so this means I’m able to see poorly only about one quarter of my screen sitting.  fine enough for movie watching but not proofreading…which people should have noticed by now is a longer process for me.  so.  big isn’t the answer but back to your regularly scheduled jokes about bioligic fun hour.

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questionable 365q2,7

can i name a person i just don’t want to deal with today?

Well, ain’t that unfair

I’ve no patience, no love

to share , to give love