wery vint’resting

Come on!  Speak the title like you’re the worst Vampire in the land!  Wery Vint’resting.  pretend you almost care.  Laugh maniacally when it appears you either may or may not…you know, actually care.

Dire Straights has a popular concert tune “brothers in Arms” wherein the line of note to me is, ” it is written in the stars and every line of your heart.”  It amusees me that this week such is a writing prompt.  When i think of destiny….written in the stars is a fine cliche for this concept….I think of finding some wonders whim.  I know fairy tales are invented.  oh we want them or Disney wouldn’t have made so much money or movies.  We want the Lies.  so, here are coming are a few lies of mine… interests.


lists come and go but wanting the best there is still has that draw.   I have a job about to begin so I seet up a check or two to the struggle after something joyful.  Most of you are smart enough to know this fairy tale already died as that is written in the stars 😉 with little things like oh oops emergency e.r. visits over bogus labwork meaning more than one check covers that bill coming which is perfectly timed to arrive in time for wrecking any of the complete bliss of these lists of interests as it is also written in the stars that I wish to be responsible for ME and able to take the little disappointments just when I worked hard to get ahead to have one more challenge just when it was MY TURN.  bad atittude?  I dare say it’s true as I hear I do it wrong demanding some kind of people giving a doo doo when we all know such is a choice neverminding whatever evidence.  but enough of the fight for love and glory which is a lyric of a different song, “as time goes by” famously part of the movie ‘Casablanca.’


whiskey is popular the world over. it is hailed as an accessory to both rich and poor living.  at heart it’s a spirit typically of grains only distilled and sometimes aged or left to rot in awooden barrel.  the mystical where this elixer is made is important as many places seek to be that all important where in the world of getting more for their product.

scotch wiskey.  glen livet tops the list of the majority of lists I’ve read for the best in scots whiskey.  I only did a johnny walker tasting/education in scotch so Iam partial to them.  they also did well making it to like 2nd or 3rd.  I forget the movie  save it was about Enron wherein one of the filthy rich execs  from poor to palace is displayed to consider johnny walker’s Blue label which is now dropping in price from 10 years ago from $20 a 750ml/quart to 170 minus shipping…. or about 10 less than it was at 199 most of the time. he drank it as his everyday scotch…I beleieve the actor here was gene hackman but I may be in error.  so as such is quite the stretch to procur, It, blue label despite the glen livet edge is one wery interesting for my list.


tequila is also a spirit made and sometimes aged in wood.  however it isn’t a grain but a century plant.  aging doesn’t necessarily improve the flavor of tequila unlik,e its mystique within whiskey.  I wouldn’t know, i always thought price was the point by which quality was measured… okay so i wasn’t always intelligent… I only get so many clues so often!  thus I can’t say i’m aware of silver or blanco tequila very much as I chased anejo’s  tequila of a silver / blanco type isn’t heavily aged but vibrantly itself, repisado is aged some and anejo’s more but sometimes the silvers are artificially coloured gold with burnt sugar/saramel color as so many people desire the golds believing they’re the best…

the above is Porfidio Tequila which is a rebrand of a variety of the major tequila producers leftovers.  I can say it was the best i ever had in experiences.  I would like to haha. complain when I got mine, I got two shots of 15 as the non-drinker thought it wasn’t teuila but damn tastey water and guzzled it down before the week was out and my return for another try.  I doubt knowing now that this being a rebrand is worth chasing again. as so many things come and go.. jose cuervo’s oak aged offering being another lovely experience as well no longer available… but I keep me an eye out as many like tequila over any whiskey.  I haven’t liked herradura.

ice cubes

yes, in star trek’s reboot, there is use of these fancy ice cube things for a neat look.  I’m interested and at 10 versus 200 it’s much more attainable than expensive hooches.


I find it funny to note i’m currently banned from around the house consumption as a, i’m good at it and b, they’re on a diet…. so in a way it’s rather amusingly useless to chase any of this stuff as there isn’t any purpose in owning what is contraband.  also, new doctor and lessening labs in general nevermind if one was “bogus” and by bogus i mean it was emergency one day and the very next morning no different than my typical range..none….expensive crying wold doctor!!… but nevermind I have to be better and have help in lack of encouranginging hooch or booze/beer etc.  dream  come true really I have encouragement hmph 😀 so as you might be surprised I really do not drink everyday and am limited nicely to bar rates for a drink like for instance with a small spot of food and two of us consuming as the third was on a diet it wasz $58 for 2 for me and a snack and 3 for fishy and the snacks were chicken wings and a basket of fries.  such is literally like me hitting a liquor store and buying a bottle of perhaps not johnny blue but certainly johnny black and some mixers.    I also highly doubt by the time this diet try is done it’s a diet but a complete lifestyle change.  so in a way I expect to ?  return back to dreaming .  i mean I can have a lot but what’s the point if in some way you cant “share” be that haha you’re not getting any or ooo what a fine swill etc.



the orientation wont be speedy.  I’ll know maybe next thursday the fifyeenth.  I applied 9.22 after changing adress 9.21 and obtaining a new dic apptmnt.

new doc aoointment was a horror as every number slide.  I’ll be back 10.16 to tell of my back to good behavior..  I did solve which bastard drug causes me complaint though. the triglyceride lowering one.  with normal operating sugars i.e. “low” for me, it was not instant complaint but as it was evening med cycle I wasn’t surprised 5 hours later night on schedule through windiness there came the two stepping complaint middle of the night.   also real tamales are not on as that with fasting was strataspheric.  I doubt anyone will take surprised faces that being good only means the backlash of whatever bad has to wash away first so today my numbers with everything suck.  it’s as if I’m ill and haven’t any sensitivity at all.

I’ve a small pet rake and scoop and bags to clean slowly a typical backyard over done with leaves.  at 2 bags a day not including cleaning shoes and sink / me I suspect I’ll deplete the task to done ready for the 1/4 leaves left to be ready for real man tools like a leaf blower and fast work by wednesday next week.  I really do not have anything better to try after.  also it frightens the dog to have me mow through his scents. – the other dog should give birth to more puppies this time 10  according to xray….and i mean between all of this.  it really stinks in the yard. alll the time here and two big dogs no doo doo patrol seemingly and voila frightened dog thinks I’m steeling his home away. so area by area cleaned so he can remark more gently and if I remember right leaves really under snow make for more nasty accident ice so might as well fix the main yard so chasing them mightn’t be lethal.  plus the front yard without dog matters should proceed swiftly enough and if i’m right I’ll have the majority of the leaves done the week before halloween.  neighbors appreciate that, I think.


I should have a major project done.

I’ve tightness with lttle relief til november.

I’ve no love reading I thought I did good but really its as if i didn’t bother medically

or, back to normal somewhere else.



10/06  – Tuesday .

I quit my Previous job via noricw 57 day ago

I qorked it’s visit day yesterday

new guy was noticing I had the senior gold badge. mom noticed he talked “aassistantant” and upcoming europe. I noticed he brews…pardon the pun if he’s of said heritage.  Obviously, I’m short meeting three new people of which I met two.  one for activities the other for  help her out for a few puffs…literally puff puff puff gotta go. 😀 – such reminded me of mom and not smoking but  a cigarette 2-5 times.  I would like to think I learned how to get even traditionally incapable people to participate more, but I ran my raison detre of bingo and and was left 3 who couldn’tn’t play and I chose a poor seat to accomadate them  and thus am grateful that others helped.  I was surprised and pleased I see they start earlier which still doesn’t solve the doldrums of the afternoon yet is proactive about bleeding more participation more often…and no fault of mine I literally arriving 55a minutes early was infact 20 minutes late.  I also noticed the lock to our supplies was entirely removed… I’m not sure they understand how much it means to carry a shop key…however again I’d like to note that it appears they’ll continue the assistant’s imput into the heart of their days which still is responsibilities.  I’m forever shocked at the appearance of inempt electronics use yet I applaud how the actual football game is a scheduled item which means I’m not cheating to try and get up a social event of game watching orother scheduled fun.  I am especially pleased that there is an actual description of all activities or close so that anyone like me the assistant previously can jump in and find the materieals/resoures to run the schedule.  I know this sounds dumb but calling the boss on a scheduled or not day off always was and forever will be something to avoid- like plague.  or, I can happily say yay to the place and also just as fairly note the differences between my directiors….I will say that my previous one whom hired me was far more anal about cleanliness and order as well as keeping care of her abilities and timliness than any. who have come.  my first director I cant comment as everything was always handed to me yet I remember the joke about bingo so well, wed play socialist bingo here, everybody wins and i carry that to this day.  my own few days as director are just stand in I cant complain as i tried to hold our papers in order til our next arrival came.  my then 4th director  was amusing and technologically savvy yet afrid of ballons for whatever reason and unfortunately shortlived there… this 5th in my time shall indicate it isn’t a pleasure cruise of a job.

I’m thus 19 days into this new life

I was whiz quized for my job up here last week and do not expect to start until next week as i expect this place is smart to let the ninety days elapse after the first week of the year and thus all the returns and after christmas melee of making/keeping the money yet not quite have to hire anyone onto health insurance or rights.

my computer is set up.  it’s set to 730p resolution and thus my 46 inch tv is my only monitor and while most think this is a thrill of big, I physically see 1/5th the screen and cant read even that well.  but I have movies for my room now and basic internet. 😀

I am not on the coorslight fitness challenge which is nothing drank past the strength of coors light til the morning of the first.  I’m on the random no beer anything nothing boo whine lifestyle.  laugh but I’ll live longer and be less a nuissance.

I know this means I just dont get to drink at home  which is okay I suppose I’m sinally able to walk to a place pay my bit and enjoy a night and not share really.

I’m curious as to whether I can begin the movement towards meeting more people as I just am not a good friend activily anymore.  I mean its not hey how’s you gimme a ride here’s ten bucks for time and gass which oops is actually fifteen as most vehicles here are higher operating costs.  I mean friends where I genuinely care to know what’s up in their lives.  which means maybe I’m not a mooch even with gas money.  I’m still on to learn more chinese which should be tomorrow for dumplings/potstickers 😀

I bought 2 packages of crackers so I shant run out of crackers  as I like my crackers with soup not the other way around.  I should take my meds I haven’t ssince moving and survive yes but its clear I’m at ten hours natural sleep of slowly falling again with occassional naps if I eat pizza or shit you know I shouldn’t and so should I like carb-tastic foods.  I’mthus able to say I’m capable if it works or people care and i plug into this or it can be just a move.    I suppose I should go enjoy something of the day versus this here the carpet burns awaiting me if i get too passionate about writing.


Tea and how otherwise to be.

It’s a bright grey with the tinges of gold as it rains.  I have my tea again to the exclusion of coffee – unfortunately this is because I got a coffee I just cant understand why I cant make it good.   I have work to do on getting this or that paperwork back in order and finishing the years of ignoring my papers in general resolved.  I must worry again about how I can perform well.  I’m touched by the thoughts of those around me.

Tmedium roast columbian coffee.  I got this at target and I can’t manage to make a passable cup of coffee as this stuff, unlike the more typical dark roast columbian is exceedingly bitter.  I follow my know directions to make mine well and have either found one I dont care for or such again having pissed off not just the usual kitchen gods most mad at me pretending to the holiness of food with my poor skills but now the life to many itself, I’ve the coffee god mad at me.  in typical blasphemy, we’ll now mosey onwards to tea.

I’ve been fortunate and pleased too to have a drawer of tea to dip into.  twinning oolong irish breakfast and lapseng su chong along with a good earth spicy tea. a looseleaf chinese green with or without pineapple syrup. *I’m trying to work up the courage to make  chai with bobas like the fancy drinks at a variety of asia in america places.)  and a variety of others I’ll get to.  Its hard to not want alcoholic beverages and or soda pops be that diet or regular and I have moments of ansiness… but I’m finding my happiness in things far better than a forever snap of an opening beer or other aluminum canned bevvie….even if I’m convinced the coffee god is mad at me now.  probably because I once sneered walking into an aa meeting in the early nineties and was revolted at the buckets on buckets of cigarette butts and remember I was a smoker then with the sawdust special by the gallon of coffee and here I am 20 years later trying to drink too much healthyier  or be that little bit different if only because I dont want to be the same person.

I have made as I pointed out a little out of the book  easy chinese as in only  a pork roast and the pork fried rice with it’s leftovers.  it’s originally due today.  I have a few pennies in change instead of hundres saved amazing the difference of ignoring collecting a paycheck…  I did as I hoped, gained employment here right around the magic end of my timeframe of 3 weeks to begin the earning.  I’m sscared in a way as they want me for afternoon evening and cart collecting  um it’s dark out and I’m already short sighted… or worse to clean a commmode which is easy but for it to last when I fear that so many of the guests are a tad rude at my new job .  and yet remember I’m used to this and also that most of my issues are?  being happy to jump to it as needed and remember so many people waitt to engage others on a you failed yourself and me lets enjoy you suffering when likely nothing could be further from the truth but being peacefull still is important to the outcome of keeping employed.  I mean I know this but it worries me I might be asked to do a lame job and not be good at it.    yet funny I’m often far better than I’ll ever give myself credit for.  lets see if I remember the good of this.

I also swore i said something true but could have skipped sharing,  careful never to let gratefulness mask an expectation of outcome..  it’s true that I can be grateful but I also best be damned careful not to let that cloud my judgement of connecting this to some sort of expected outcome.  I got a job on seemingly my own merit yet why cant a former director  manage a job or what better fun than to offer bathroom cleaning  to him because I haven’t a schedule to allow me to be abused with closing a department on the forever weekends.  yet I could be just the joke others need to play on others.  I don’t know and neither do I even know if I can put up with the all of a sudden perfect expectations either…   that’s my take on what my words me to me even if they were found reading others.