free form. try something new. poo.
not surprised really. clever how they kindly note the *sometimes not legally part of how some of the kennedy fortune is derived.
the site that got me to the presidents by wealth list – i haven’t done too badly in that i’ve read a good number of that what is given.
I’ve summed up my wildest or “key” college memories in a hope it’s a hug for another and if not a stolen laugh.
i was asked what i know on a certain health subject and lol you know i’ll wait alllll week to find out if i blew it somehow and or that’s all it was . but I shared anyways perhaps tmi as in too much information.
I lookiking around missing my beer …and stubbed my toe thanks lighter for being where i left you or no trips were saved 😛
I ate my dinner laughing at how it was such a task to procure it as in make the damned choice of it… it was supposed to be more epic than it was… no wonder the best places in town don’t rate above 3 and 2/3’s stars. musago is some kind of caviar-esque product apparently cavier is a no bueno word anymore… poor robin leech. I cant say i adored anything as i got the fish nugget wrapped in rice.. ait was nice to try but frankly it wasn’t a connecting experience just a note it happened one. i did figure out the weirdness of what’s this spinach stuff in my dinner, this isn’t how it’s usually made!… laugh with… me as we’re not usually in the habit of eating the green garnish underneath the dish 😀 guess it really was boxxed hot!
i missed my whole window of attending the poetry festival as i slept through the first day and while setting an alarm for the second just couldn’t flippin’ move to get out and about today. however it isn’t the worst tragedy in that I did catch a snip, fb allows one to like invitations to event but mentions automatically “i’m coming” they one asked another if they were ready for that kind of attention… it felt like a snip so I’m not sad i didn’t spend money and effort to visit an even where 50% of those i know there were feeling snippy my way. this also brings up a laugh mentioning that to others about praise, sure, this week I heard i’ve a rare enough “talent” but often those words are not more than a lure to pay to learn the ways as events that pay others and freely hope to have excited non paid participation are well enough what they are…already established without me – I’m just another paying accolyte. chump.
the week elapsed already again so the last person of interest hasn’t communicated and likely didn’t find a job in the month off and has another month to go before the interns have to return to school…. only to begin at the bottom. as you read above another one made that conversational leap so it’s not like dead in the waters here just… something not quite exactly exciting
that’s a general feeling, generally not exciting.
I think now to more food and learnings wondering if i’ll find a weird new idea. i may have. has anyone ever seen the difference between a regular maki roll and a “hand roll?” I was pleased about that difference and idea then thought as i usually do of serving some the best i can manage when it occurs to me so many are usually in the mood for anything but my idea. so i was thinking how the hell would i manage a moment sushi if someone suddenly said i hate fish? the seaweeds fine for someone else! oh shit this is sushi folk fish and seaweed! never fear the hamburger is here. imagine the typical cone of not seaweed but now lettuce. it’s a wrap! damn it but I’m still talking heheheheh. imagine the meat filling thus must be a robin’s egg mmeatball or two with a lilbacon sauce and salsa to get the everything minus the bun thing achieved. i mused on that a little bit
I’ve previously mused on what earthly purpose i have to travel as in what i might gain from it as i’m limited on sight seeing when i’m still technically blind, I’m capable of socializing but given my own permissions to be myself I literally am more often unlikely to, i can’t do enough walking and cant stand feeling like i could onl if I had a car… so imagine a compression of many places into one summation of the notion. it’s not beyond me to sort out how to make liquid or cryogenic air. it’s not imapossible to find a way to put this air now liquid in a tank somehow. it’s so far not safe either but shhh! it’s not hard as i’ve actually done it it or parts of it converting a mower type engine to sit upon a movable mechanism and thus put put upon air everywhere…not just as far as the cord lasts or not within a gas powered legally reuiring liscense scenario which i cant obviously obtain…cant see well. and not be stuck but not be so fast I incure death every second i hope. obviously on leaving someone has a cheap bit of fun with liquid air and a motor machine to tool about their teenagedd lives . but i get to see as much as i can and hum a little frank sinatra too i did it MYyyyyy WAAUuuuuu.
I cant say i’ve nailed enough of the details above to just go and do or find out…but….
I’m tring to avoid going to bed before dark as I’ll only get up around midnight and then have a long long long beginning of a week not just a workday monday for me. it’s working if only just. my sugar oddly isn’t abnormally high or greivously low so i have difficulty accounting for this malaise diabetes wise- i have noticed lately as in over six months my normally 99% o2 stat is no more like 96% so I’m gernally lesser lately than usual
I can remember most of my dreams for a few millisecond on wakings and the more vivid/horrid the more memorable..eek. I’m here to tell you vitamin b starts up the memories… hmph.
i suppose what i really want at the moment is beer perhaps a burrito. i had hoped i’d find some inspiration to go looking for an idea, but until then these are the only thoughts I have excepting the naugtier ones which i guess don’t ultimately interest o many lol or they’d be realities. again hmph but without the usual rancor.