I asked for a powwow with someone potentially helpful yet not in the mix of my actual job. I don’t know if I’ll get a grudging yes or a not interested yet. I hate asking for help and I endured the worry it can be the usual no try again anyways.
I got beer. I got some of my next month’s supplies in the way of a sorry game. I opted not for trouble as I didn’t like the eat the piece potential as sorry pawns have graspable edges to make respiratory removal easier than trouble. I didn’t like my uno options as I cant see the barbie cards too well and I am your benchmark of performance. I hated the “dare” version and didn’t want the lame disney one. I will have to find time tomorrow to procur the books for storytime inbetween doc’s and work. along with a competant culinary treatise on why chinese and indian food is made how it is. as all of these things relate to my scedule.
for instance, there isn’t much difference between a sliced beef and gravy with a broccolli side versus chinese style beef with broccolli. but both appear fundamentally different…. so too is an indian curry which at heart is nothing more than an american chili…. but why? well worth annnoying the current chef about 😉 residents interested in food. no, I don’t plan to have a french dish with a montgolfier brothers presentation on hot air ballooning… not either time. but this is national soup month coming up and 😀 I’m pulling a punch 😉 maybe.
I cant say I’m over the annoyance of my worry. but, I did do something to have it addressed. I took my christmas money and such and poured it into bills. I’ll take my check and pour it into being w weeks ahead on bills. thus try to attack the ties to a job I’m having mental issues over finally. I should know better and probably do as I emotionally seem to know everything just can’t put into words why.. it’s a real pity it has to appear to be a date to borrow my coworker for a chat but so be it. I asked I may get a no afterall for that reason which would kinda be sad in that I’m not interested that way.