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dealing with history, build up part 2

its rather fun to see how challenging it is to make soundbite simple why our age is as it is yet payss homage to the past it wants.

I’ve the 1910’s in prgress to offer out a way back in time offering of history. it’s rather challenging as all i have definitively is the not definitive social leanings of those time. the were built upon to unravel later as time plays those games. yet, so much of attitudes still heard today aresolidified then. a workman’s day now the working person as guys and gals hit the drudgeries. what is a good job isn’t in doubt but who gets and keeps theirs to that end is still a whisper of that long ago past’s attitude. nothing modern you know doesn’t come into being about the nineteen hundred tens to the twetnties that probably wasn’t from earlier times in operation but it’s that it becomes available to all that is important. and of course the voiting block back it’s butterers of their bread also does too along with down with the ney sayers to our righteous and god given cause. place becomes so much more in this time-frame.

yet, it’s duece difficult to make social reality relevant and simplified!

back at the grind. I mean I’m likely to have to run a thing on british times over that of usa as they offer it up to the simpler angles versus what I have available to this time of america. I mean I haven’t heard of a leyland but it’s a bus of sorts that began the freedom of movements there whereas all I have is noir level shorts of a workingman’s job in america here… I’d rather talk of a CAR than some pie in the sky social ideal. and to watch gallipoli which does a better job from a foreign point of view of rural times than again anything of america I’ve found is out as I don’t want to watch a war movie where millions die as that’s rather a downer.

the way to make history fun isn’t to be honest about it – damn it. it’s to play to who wants to remember it.

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build up

got 2plus hours in so boss could leve early.  the boss and office manager lady liked the fancy pants new art thing book I got.  I managed my todo and of course lost every dang game  of dominos to GIRLS   hmph.  but the build up of excitement towards my offering of my own numbers to try after.

2 chickenwings 1/3 cups superfood salad king soopers, and a 100 cal potato only half of a stwice baked poato and a wine sprizter about 80 cals on that.

I got about 100% of what I asked after. for my schedule.

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starmanjones – almondcoffeed

if you notice, I’m adjusted to be reather a figment of the past. Starmanjones.xanga.com is the last person i was on x1 oh.

7 beers in on the day a beef stick ala monster slim jim and a bag of pistachios, 2 wines and q razor meal chickpeas that turned out to be good along with 2 corndogs is the dietary intake.

I work tomorrow in the close of boss’ week and my beginning. I have to be up at noon to be there around 3 ish..

I have a new facebook and and new email. shades of the old starmanjones some system new.

I have but only to pay my monthly bills and be ontime to work. I’ll have to call for a charriot. Iprobably drink too much.

and I’m glad I start today as I forgot the email password already. though the old will allow a new beginning. think of the poetry there. I hurt. I know I’m deliberately cutting out people of life for no other reason than judgement. I hope you’re not of that goats.

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it’s the end of the world as I know it

Josh on facebook and joshua.seyfarth@gmail comes to an end. I have only a dumb phone as thats too smart for me and I forgot all my passwords yonks ago. so I’m about to end my era as this these listings as I can’t access them any longer as well. please feel free to download the pictures as I’ll otherwise never see them again….

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nsfw, being naughty

after a fine double corndog breakfast complete with a dab of the mustard for my, it is time to return to being naughty. again. last evening I managed to get out a bitter poem about baseball when it started so naughty so well being about what slang can mean the world over. so we return to the theme of take me out to the ball game from a decidedly blue there gonna be a little league soon, point of view.

so here I am, Jack the lad
two slugs courage to ask out Madge
say, how about we catch a game?
couple beers, couple brats, nothing insane
yet fate had other things in mind
a sultry you’re here, you’ll do just fine
so the outing was an inning
a new teams shiny beginning
catching the game on the tv
as we were up to something seedy

I’d take you out to the ball game
but were at it good and loud
giggles of lightning and thunder in the sack
oo baby baby baby got back
so we’ll root root root for our home team
they’ll win they’re next season’s fame
fore! it unh. unh. oo yeah, I’m stout
only need to make nine for the game.

years became epic of the daily grind
togetherness a trap responsibility’s a design
but here again another hits little league
don’t tell coach hussy about my bubble gum intrigue
why not work team softballing
bat then beers for us middleaged wafflings?
then yay the brats before they’re swiftly to bed
order has its magic but that’s a dream in my head
but you know, getting ejected because that umpire ass is blind
is such great proof swift I love that kid of mine

I’d take you out to the ball game
but were at it good and loud
giggles of lightning and thunder in the sack
oo baby baby baby got back
so we’ll root root root for our home team
they’ll win they’re next season’s fame
fore! it unh unh oo yeah I’m stout
only need to make nine for the game.

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ooo, that’s gonna leave a mark.

I was never ever a baseball lad
the last game I played ended quite bad
t’was with the church boys too
ball bounced off my eye ouch its true.
just think of the shame
me, the blind winning at the game
so gun for first, that’s what they did
no getting lower even if I slid!
take me out of the ball game
for me to succeed aint allowed
hurry to the doctor ’cause I’ve been jacked
the eyesight lost never came back
so I boo! boo BOO! for that church team
rabid criminals would have played more sane
for t’was one charley horse two ground out 3rd to the head
at that damned church game.
years later haven’t played sports games
some of those louts have numbers now not names
oh god UMPIRE why were they so wrong?
t’was enough to take up the bong
but one fell from a tree cracked his head in two
another from a car crash doth was he through
and I cheer as the rest walk past jails’ doors through
any and all of them bastards who did me wrong
take me out of the ball game
for me to succeed aint allowed
hurry to the doctor ’cause I’ve been jacked
the eyesight lost never came back
so I boo! boo BOO! for that church team
rabid criminals would have played more sane
for t’was one charley horse two ground out 3rd to the head
at that damned church game.

Author: Jack Norworth
Composer: Albert Von Tilzer
Published on: 1908, 1927
Published by: York Music Company
Katie Casey was base ball mad.
Had the fever and had it bad;
Just to root for the home town crew,
Ev’ry sou Katie blew.
On a Saturday, her young beau
Called to see if she’d like to go,
To see a show but Miss Kate said,
“No, I’ll tell you what you can do.”
“Take me out to the ball game,
Take me out with the crowd.
Buy me some peanuts and cracker jack,
I don’t care if I never get back,
Let me root, root, root for the home team,
If they don’t win it’s a shame.
For it’s one, two, three strikes, you’re out,
At the old ball game.”
Katie Casey saw all the games,
Knew the players by their first names;
Told the umpire he was wrong,
All along good and strong.
When the score was just two to two,
Katie Casey knew what to do,
Just to cheer up the boys she knew,
She made the gang sing this song:
“Take me out to the ball game,
Take me out with the crowd.
Buy me some peanuts and cracker jack,
I don’t care if I never get back,
Let me root, root, root for the home team,
If they don’t win it’s a shame.
For it’s one, two, three strikes, you’re out,
At the old ball game.”

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now the guy from church passing away from a car crash wasn’t actually at that game depicted aove and was rather kindly towards me, but as a rule, I never got a love note in school I had the church gal pass that I was a poophead…she dropped out pregnant living in sin at her parents home with the boyfriend…oh yeah thats a godly outcome. I aam not joking when many of the lot took up cocain and theft, some are in prision straight from the pulpit eldership. I haven’t attended that congregation nor any other of that church in decades with glee – I point out that I hadn’t any peer friend in 3ither of the 2 places neverminding the years 3- 17 attending, I still can remember the day we were going to return from attending church across towns because one day every single soul I’d shake hands with passed me by…as it turned out the old congregation wanted us back as how dare we besmurch them who “loved us so.” and then it was back to most of my job complaints being from the church folk wanting my job for their boy and not a soul to talk to our shake hands with as one wouldn’t want to catch syphalis from them devil’s hands 😉

however the point isn’t the above, the point of this postscript is

in australia so I hear, the word root means something more like having sex… so the original to this began as

root root root in our home shame
if we sont win, we grew tomorrow’s fame
for its unh UNH oo yeah I’m stout
this parody’s down the drain.

😛
and then I looked up the lyrics 😉

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diatribe over :D


gottschalk’s a night in puerto rico or something PR.
I know as you watch this intended exercise in deciphering a shitload of ink on a page that you’ll understand that I’m not afraid of the smudge, but I can’t execute this technicality and likely never can/could… that doesn’t mean I cant simplify/arrange it and manipulate a lot of what was and forever will be by purists be called technique tres mal! but so what, if you’re life and understanding of art is ever in my hands, I will execute the magic as best I can to amaze.

the point isn’t that, but if you play piano, gottschalk is a pinnacle of technical achievement often. and worse, to be able to sight read gottschalk is… you’re a …blankity… pro. but that asside, study your hanon: the virtuoso pianist, my beauties and dream, but this reminds me of the eastern slavik later, russian: sergio rachmaninov
AND
the fundamental gypsy tunes of a slavik Jew. harkening back to the traditions biblical ages past.
so,

let’s march!

rachmaninov, prelude in g=minor.

now executing the finer araqbesques of that age long done 130 ish years past is? well, we’ve a new beat it bam! bam! culture. that doesn’t mean you’ll not see souls like Charlotte Hoather trying to excell in a world of musical Zenith! 😉 there is a system, a culture still for those that want this expression of the finest that can be…and pay for it.


now follow that inbetween these above two moments of HIGH style of bash well piano is a French movement towards Jazz. yes, Jazz.

claude debussy – arabesque #1 you usa folk watching public television may recognize this tune but it was redone for the show “Star Hustler” now Star Gazer” as Hustler is like hooker, not allowed to be said on air anymore… and this redo was by electronica artist of the 70’s oh damn it I forgot his name,
isao tomita- arabesque no. 1

as electronica.

I like isao’s gustov holst’s suite of planets redo but that’s me.
and for you to look up. tomita mars… it might help.


and for that matter, I adore more Debussy’s Children’s corner here to about that time’s french art of note. and for the record, culturally cake walk’s are significant to that time frame til maybe the 30’s but that like box socials are of an age long gone.

and with that, I too, am long gone. save this p.s.
haydn – gypsy piano

and,


so you can see me Stride. 😉 well someone anyways.

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continuance

I went to simply sen a link to one of my toss outs of this push for old time radio/tv? 20 minutes later lol I found it buried indead center in 60+ pages of one at a time clicks so, first and last buttons were of no use.

bad joke:
Pontius Pilot catches one of his gaurds in the hall and asks, “hey, how’d that Jesus thing go?” to which the Gaurd replies, “Oh, we nailed it.”

(and if you think blasphemous venacular doesn’t come to mean precisely that ouch above? rrrrnnnt. try again.)

I now sit after today’s 1/4 plus one hotdog, 3 diet sodas, ready to add two ghetto gourmet lattes to that which are 20 x 15 / 6 or 50 calories sugar and about that in milk so one hundred more cals plus 2 glasses wine but only two remain so watch wine consumption plummit.

I know thus one more thing, mac’s suck when they’ve no right button click for their mouse so thanks to wikihow, I can hit control plus click mouse for that fix as it’s really hard to post pictures of things without the isolated picture only link.

my kidney doctor lab has two things in process for 3.21 and 6.04 not the 9.16 yet all listed as being “worked. this means I owe no one out of sequence to my knowledge for any bill…save the monthly’s coming due now. so at least for a bit, I’m covered and can continue to hope my credit improves.

my cable is in the 13th month and went from 90 ish to 185 thanks to free showtime and hbo which was discounted but you have to call after the discount period as GTE circa 1996 abc noted that it’s not the phone company’s business or any business’ fault if you subscribe for free and fail to cancel even if they subscribe for you. YOUR responsibility plus my year bundled service was 69.99 now 119.95 for the bundle with phone I don’t have nor use nor signed up for. I haven’t even a cable box capable of decoding this new array of channels. :D… probably about the only thing going for me in my favor. but that’s tomorrow’s snarl.

my powerbill in a home of five bedrooms on budget billing originally 217 a month but march 14 was upped manually to 277 as I knew a/c season was coming plus amazingly everyone in colorado went weed growing happy with the advent of the new law in the dead of winter with 3 grow systems at 400 watts x 24 hours a day or more one being 1000 watts x 24. needless to say I simply upped my bill paying as if it kept premium paying renters til the plants died and someone failed to maintain the basement’s dehumidifyer so every february grow plant was powdery mildewed nearly to death by july and one lost his whole crop while everyone else got a shot at outdoor…two notices this year on outdoor violations of city code hmn, what a surprise, growing which hit so late in suason that if they’re all lucky they MAY get a harvest but I seriously doubt it… gotta love weed-=eyes.. everyone is all in love with farming… I pay the powerbill and everyone else gets all clusterfucked that they’ve real money downstairs now outside…. but such is life in Colorado. at least it wasn’t an infestation of spidermites all over my basement!…but the dogs do all itch…..hmn…. but I digressed, the point is my year of power utility was ended with a balance forward to end of autobill with 53 dollars 207 to 277 or 70 x 6 or 420 extra paid into to reacieve 53 means the utilities went up 370 / 6 or 92 dollars a month this year…and that by the way is MY rent. I pay ALL the utilities. water’s up 10 a month but that’s not very significant. water 150 / 3 ish quarterly.

or my rent with outlay to things like dumpster/yard bs left furniture 300 with city permit 70 in surprise delivery fees for my couch to not have to buy another dumpster and I have no truck and dump with tarp is 85 to begin. minor savings woo hoo! and major appliance purchase but the landlord doesn’t know this place is sublet so brother didn’t want to attach that for repayment even if we had no oven in the main house for 8 months…all because I bought not a 350 stove with NO self cleaning ability nor color coordination but a brand new warrantied stove delivered at 800 is because I can not carry a stove. I don’t always have 350 in cash to get 150 in expenses like installation labor and self delivery. I know that game it’s ccalled there went MY money either way, I’d rather be warrantied and have it on credit as it’s easier terma! and I also add to this that I got things like all the basics of cleaning supplies, trashliners, tp/papertowel because it’s a premium pay rent! so, 😀 like duh have a bit of tp to wipe man…on the house. or every single needful tool I bought was commandeered or broken / used because I refused to just get by and or hurt. so, as you might imagine I paid the into the house fund significantly as in 2k in glad it was YOUR money whatever. note the annoyance. I’m actually proud. I survived what was the worst possible outcome of my sister moving on to a dream gig elsewhere in the mountains with a brother who negotiates with other’s wallets… all because he lied about the subletting situation because it was a previous problem to the landlord. like I wasn’t going to move from 900 plus expenses to pay 700 when on didn’t even make that much… oh but we all but me had to offer dope smoking and pets on a short term lease… or this dream home would have failed. I don’t smoke dope and am specifically prohibited from cigarette smoking insdie by word of ladloard personally, and don’t own pets til sis moved conditionally upon leaving her cat as HE liked dogs….and the carpet was white and the cat black. but, my average rent is about 550 which is nice and a blessing it’ll be about 575 soon enough and that is far far better than the non jobbed 60% it could have been but it didn’t come free. oh and I’ll be relinquishing my seperated space mid november after having it’s paint properly updated to stylish, and updated in general as in less than six months old plus the place has a dishwasher now and soon a microwave with accessible stove side plug which means that asside from a outlet cover, this place has been updated to have accessible electricity a new ceiling fan, microwave with nightlight and fan over stove, a new couch of vinyl so it can be de dog/pet haired with armorall in two minutes or less has a handy shelf with grocery counter for all that heavy stuff!, the porch deck replaced and improper but there electricity for a moved cupboard to have minimal but effective counter space. not bad when it’s all done and said as I really have invested in my rent not going up and viably will or have improved the property… all the appliances warratied 3 years and they transfer because I’m not carrying a stove! and if I haven’t used them thuroughly in 3 years that’s my problem!

this as you can tell is my last month in the fancy part of the home and I’m adding a matching black stove hood so for the first time in all the time living here I’ll have an actual stove fan for the main house soon again mine to leave only the white fridge out of place/color. perhaps some low volt undercabinet lighting. or in essence 200 or less! and with the livingroom of main house due for paint, plus my old area splash wall 😀 this leaves only bedrooms and basement plus bathrooms to be painted. or in one year the major selling points or rerenting points updated all within 2.5 years and the yard dug out of 3 appliance and a complete fence of the yard left wired upright so it’d not be tossed… or basically about 1/3 of the deffered maintainance acheived to say we don’t deserve and haven’t gotten a rent hike from the original 1650 we pay ustilities minuts one perk trash, or about a 2100 a onth home. if there wasn’t one stingy, that’s a stable 425 a month and my rent is about 575 figure it out. but remember that nevermind the hell of fighting to get the worst end of this and then have to lose all the progress to the original deal of timeline of getting the mother in law place or a completely seperate one bedroom apartment all to yourself with a yard for pets and dope growing… i will with discipline have faced the worst which always is a fear and they’re better faced head on and be over with – pllus as I move towards more of what I want in life, I’m free to move just as I wish which I’d like to hit the 3 years hear term which is may 2015 so my credit is as best it possibly can be. this means I’m free to take a wild ride of fortunes soon enough. I will be debt free if I choose this of course and have in less than two years working eercised this credit power to boost my use from a 1000 dollar loan at crap rate to 8000 plus crap rate but considering that’s no month’s emergency money to 3 months of a whole house’s emergency money, I’d say I’ve plenty to work towards and safeguard…. best I can. I only need get a second job on merit of first as my lil goal to leave me? the freedom to marry. I know no one is coming my way to be what the song at my birth was…”nothing from nothing leaves nothing, you gotta have somethin if you want to be with me!… I ain’t tryin to be your hero – that’s zero… etc.” why married?

I’m sick of having no one but happy share a smile while another gets the grit but also the glory of love. I’m capable but would like to have some team effort to build forth more. yes I’d like to care but probably don’t enough but also be cared for. I’d like that to count and lets face it, that’s a personal or private couple kind of thing I have to do all on my own now. of course this means I’m great so long as no one has to pu up with me. I’m attractive til someone has to drop trou for the cause. I’m powerful and that’s not really a lie but yet it’s not fun when no one else has…to even pay lipservice to caring about that. oh and no, I haven’t finished my wines listed even by half, I just noted there’d be 2 knowing I’d want another… 😉 and thus knowing that’s what I want, someone to pretend to give a shit and a better shot at getting love not laid well by definition of law, this will be denied me as that’s my actual desire .. so at least after the lust dies as it always does I have some company I’m useful to a degree and maybe just maybe that’s weilded to some successful togetherness.. or I’ll win in the end just not how I thought I would in the beginning 😀 I finally have something closer to useful to offer, a way to pay 20% for my room and board which is about the truth of what I make. I lose a lot of hours being nice to keep my roommates potheads or not. I look to begin showing that power in the pocket book more this coming year…. I look forward that having to risk being that rescue of another fucking boat anchor of a person in it for relief… but whatever. I’m just a step ahead of whereI was… I probably can be QUITE the prize myself if you read that sarcastically. sick picky and or grouchy with a whole lot of jedgements and wants others wow you got this and want that? Champagne tastes on budget beer budget! pc

but such is my continuance. to get a perk in lieau of an actual pay raise. finish my two areas of emphasis of my home/s forge ahead now that all the fucking robbery of my power is to the credit paid…all the principals are due maybe big free money and paid up with new to them things. thus it’s there turn as mine was rooked to enjoy the fruits of success I, another broom here sweep up. I am working on the effective ways to make it MY FUCKING TURN. how’s that for entitlement? wish me luck, I’ll need much to survive the reminder I’m not owed anything by life and no one wants to be stuck being the ego slave to another’s whining. so, I’ll get there. I will. I’m fairly close already. I hope she’s cute. I can survive the bark bark! get a bag so long as there’s beauty on the inside…and you all thought I was nice… oh yeah fuck that. I just don’t have the same atract and get skills as others so I had to wait longer for less.