I went to simply sen a link to one of my toss outs of this push for old time radio/tv? 20 minutes later lol I found it buried indead center in 60+ pages of one at a time clicks so, first and last buttons were of no use.
Pontius Pilot catches one of his gaurds in the hall and asks, “hey, how’d that Jesus thing go?” to which the Gaurd replies, “Oh, we nailed it.”
(and if you think blasphemous venacular doesn’t come to mean precisely that ouch above? rrrrnnnt. try again.)
I now sit after today’s 1/4 plus one hotdog, 3 diet sodas, ready to add two ghetto gourmet lattes to that which are 20 x 15 / 6 or 50 calories sugar and about that in milk so one hundred more cals plus 2 glasses wine but only two remain so watch wine consumption plummit.
I know thus one more thing, mac’s suck when they’ve no right button click for their mouse so thanks to wikihow, I can hit control plus click mouse for that fix as it’s really hard to post pictures of things without the isolated picture only link.
my kidney doctor lab has two things in process for 3.21 and 6.04 not the 9.16 yet all listed as being “worked. this means I owe no one out of sequence to my knowledge for any bill…save the monthly’s coming due now. so at least for a bit, I’m covered and can continue to hope my credit improves.
my cable is in the 13th month and went from 90 ish to 185 thanks to free showtime and hbo which was discounted but you have to call after the discount period as GTE circa 1996 abc noted that it’s not the phone company’s business or any business’ fault if you subscribe for free and fail to cancel even if they subscribe for you. YOUR responsibility plus my year bundled service was 69.99 now 119.95 for the bundle with phone I don’t have nor use nor signed up for. I haven’t even a cable box capable of decoding this new array of channels. :D… probably about the only thing going for me in my favor. but that’s tomorrow’s snarl.
my powerbill in a home of five bedrooms on budget billing originally 217 a month but march 14 was upped manually to 277 as I knew a/c season was coming plus amazingly everyone in colorado went weed growing happy with the advent of the new law in the dead of winter with 3 grow systems at 400 watts x 24 hours a day or more one being 1000 watts x 24. needless to say I simply upped my bill paying as if it kept premium paying renters til the plants died and someone failed to maintain the basement’s dehumidifyer so every february grow plant was powdery mildewed nearly to death by july and one lost his whole crop while everyone else got a shot at outdoor…two notices this year on outdoor violations of city code hmn, what a surprise, growing which hit so late in suason that if they’re all lucky they MAY get a harvest but I seriously doubt it… gotta love weed-=eyes.. everyone is all in love with farming… I pay the powerbill and everyone else gets all clusterfucked that they’ve real money downstairs now outside…. but such is life in Colorado. at least it wasn’t an infestation of spidermites all over my basement!…but the dogs do all itch…..hmn…. but I digressed, the point is my year of power utility was ended with a balance forward to end of autobill with 53 dollars 207 to 277 or 70 x 6 or 420 extra paid into to reacieve 53 means the utilities went up 370 / 6 or 92 dollars a month this year…and that by the way is MY rent. I pay ALL the utilities. water’s up 10 a month but that’s not very significant. water 150 / 3 ish quarterly.
or my rent with outlay to things like dumpster/yard bs left furniture 300 with city permit 70 in surprise delivery fees for my couch to not have to buy another dumpster and I have no truck and dump with tarp is 85 to begin. minor savings woo hoo! and major appliance purchase but the landlord doesn’t know this place is sublet so brother didn’t want to attach that for repayment even if we had no oven in the main house for 8 months…all because I bought not a 350 stove with NO self cleaning ability nor color coordination but a brand new warrantied stove delivered at 800 is because I can not carry a stove. I don’t always have 350 in cash to get 150 in expenses like installation labor and self delivery. I know that game it’s ccalled there went MY money either way, I’d rather be warrantied and have it on credit as it’s easier terma! and I also add to this that I got things like all the basics of cleaning supplies, trashliners, tp/papertowel because it’s a premium pay rent! so, 😀 like duh have a bit of tp to wipe man…on the house. or every single needful tool I bought was commandeered or broken / used because I refused to just get by and or hurt. so, as you might imagine I paid the into the house fund significantly as in 2k in glad it was YOUR money whatever. note the annoyance. I’m actually proud. I survived what was the worst possible outcome of my sister moving on to a dream gig elsewhere in the mountains with a brother who negotiates with other’s wallets… all because he lied about the subletting situation because it was a previous problem to the landlord. like I wasn’t going to move from 900 plus expenses to pay 700 when on didn’t even make that much… oh but we all but me had to offer dope smoking and pets on a short term lease… or this dream home would have failed. I don’t smoke dope and am specifically prohibited from cigarette smoking insdie by word of ladloard personally, and don’t own pets til sis moved conditionally upon leaving her cat as HE liked dogs….and the carpet was white and the cat black. but, my average rent is about 550 which is nice and a blessing it’ll be about 575 soon enough and that is far far better than the non jobbed 60% it could have been but it didn’t come free. oh and I’ll be relinquishing my seperated space mid november after having it’s paint properly updated to stylish, and updated in general as in less than six months old plus the place has a dishwasher now and soon a microwave with accessible stove side plug which means that asside from a outlet cover, this place has been updated to have accessible electricity a new ceiling fan, microwave with nightlight and fan over stove, a new couch of vinyl so it can be de dog/pet haired with armorall in two minutes or less has a handy shelf with grocery counter for all that heavy stuff!, the porch deck replaced and improper but there electricity for a moved cupboard to have minimal but effective counter space. not bad when it’s all done and said as I really have invested in my rent not going up and viably will or have improved the property… all the appliances warratied 3 years and they transfer because I’m not carrying a stove! and if I haven’t used them thuroughly in 3 years that’s my problem!
this as you can tell is my last month in the fancy part of the home and I’m adding a matching black stove hood so for the first time in all the time living here I’ll have an actual stove fan for the main house soon again mine to leave only the white fridge out of place/color. perhaps some low volt undercabinet lighting. or in essence 200 or less! and with the livingroom of main house due for paint, plus my old area splash wall 😀 this leaves only bedrooms and basement plus bathrooms to be painted. or in one year the major selling points or rerenting points updated all within 2.5 years and the yard dug out of 3 appliance and a complete fence of the yard left wired upright so it’d not be tossed… or basically about 1/3 of the deffered maintainance acheived to say we don’t deserve and haven’t gotten a rent hike from the original 1650 we pay ustilities minuts one perk trash, or about a 2100 a onth home. if there wasn’t one stingy, that’s a stable 425 a month and my rent is about 575 figure it out. but remember that nevermind the hell of fighting to get the worst end of this and then have to lose all the progress to the original deal of timeline of getting the mother in law place or a completely seperate one bedroom apartment all to yourself with a yard for pets and dope growing… i will with discipline have faced the worst which always is a fear and they’re better faced head on and be over with – pllus as I move towards more of what I want in life, I’m free to move just as I wish which I’d like to hit the 3 years hear term which is may 2015 so my credit is as best it possibly can be. this means I’m free to take a wild ride of fortunes soon enough. I will be debt free if I choose this of course and have in less than two years working eercised this credit power to boost my use from a 1000 dollar loan at crap rate to 8000 plus crap rate but considering that’s no month’s emergency money to 3 months of a whole house’s emergency money, I’d say I’ve plenty to work towards and safeguard…. best I can. I only need get a second job on merit of first as my lil goal to leave me? the freedom to marry. I know no one is coming my way to be what the song at my birth was…”nothing from nothing leaves nothing, you gotta have somethin if you want to be with me!… I ain’t tryin to be your hero – that’s zero… etc.” why married?
I’m sick of having no one but happy share a smile while another gets the grit but also the glory of love. I’m capable but would like to have some team effort to build forth more. yes I’d like to care but probably don’t enough but also be cared for. I’d like that to count and lets face it, that’s a personal or private couple kind of thing I have to do all on my own now. of course this means I’m great so long as no one has to pu up with me. I’m attractive til someone has to drop trou for the cause. I’m powerful and that’s not really a lie but yet it’s not fun when no one else has…to even pay lipservice to caring about that. oh and no, I haven’t finished my wines listed even by half, I just noted there’d be 2 knowing I’d want another… 😉 and thus knowing that’s what I want, someone to pretend to give a shit and a better shot at getting love not laid well by definition of law, this will be denied me as that’s my actual desire .. so at least after the lust dies as it always does I have some company I’m useful to a degree and maybe just maybe that’s weilded to some successful togetherness.. or I’ll win in the end just not how I thought I would in the beginning 😀 I finally have something closer to useful to offer, a way to pay 20% for my room and board which is about the truth of what I make. I lose a lot of hours being nice to keep my roommates potheads or not. I look to begin showing that power in the pocket book more this coming year…. I look forward that having to risk being that rescue of another fucking boat anchor of a person in it for relief… but whatever. I’m just a step ahead of whereI was… I probably can be QUITE the prize myself if you read that sarcastically. sick picky and or grouchy with a whole lot of jedgements and wants others wow you got this and want that? Champagne tastes on budget beer budget! pc
but such is my continuance. to get a perk in lieau of an actual pay raise. finish my two areas of emphasis of my home/s forge ahead now that all the fucking robbery of my power is to the credit paid…all the principals are due maybe big free money and paid up with new to them things. thus it’s there turn as mine was rooked to enjoy the fruits of success I, another broom here sweep up. I am working on the effective ways to make it MY FUCKING TURN. how’s that for entitlement? wish me luck, I’ll need much to survive the reminder I’m not owed anything by life and no one wants to be stuck being the ego slave to another’s whining. so, I’ll get there. I will. I’m fairly close already. I hope she’s cute. I can survive the bark bark! get a bag so long as there’s beauty on the inside…and you all thought I was nice… oh yeah fuck that. I just don’t have the same atract and get skills as others so I had to wait longer for less.