I survived a whole day with money in my pocket. I am not able at this time to get a fancy phone not entirely because I cant afford any option at it, but because the refurbished and new offers are beyond my current means. taxes are still in processes. sugars are coming down after I found my magic lancet….slowly but reliably. after medical and house doings-a proper way to spend cash otherwise burning- I’m left still with a modest ammount of pocket cash. so today the proof is in the pudding – and I do not mean I’m stirring in actual scotch into the jello butterscotch pudding either…bit of a waste if you’re curious because the scotch flavor’s stolen. I suppose my consolation is cheap lunch and the realization I worked towards a goal…but this is a rare time and weekend where it is a tad depressing feeling as in boring and unflashy ….. on the plus side, this is my actual anniversary for being three years there at my current paid job when this date was a volunteer entry point.