8 minutes sane

I got the hyperventilation of oo home renovation! Squared away. I did the dishes twice….and put them away.

Insights thrusting forth
Detritus invites us thus
To fly high on course.

Ugh. 12 and that makes no sense Eve if the rhyme works.

At least the chilidogs we’re good and I did the disheß after getting home renovation fantasies I’ll bee years after. Out of my system enough…. It took three months to put in an outlet I simply enough with help wired up 3 feet duplicated. This latest is a project!! Hahahahaha.

I’ll collect trash liners tomorrow…after dialysis. I mean I have to shop beforehand as I got time only to cross the street before it goes dark at 410. I did the cross after shopping… I don’t want that. One spot is unavoidable. But thats it.

Catch some groove.
Keep sane on the possible. I e not 50k correct spec renovations or 10k embarrassments…. Do the dishes and shut up.

Stella got her groove- mines still not around the Goodwill.

Day three of brothers.
Dolly Parton, brothers Johnson, dj dizzy and Emily, yoshida brothers,Dan folgelberg?!, Stanley Clarke. Bleep! Nothing is grooving! Not even the beachboys!!!


There’s you my YouTube depth. I’m trying! It’s like I’m poking around the basement at someone’s grandmother forgetten’s house for a groove.

I made my first actual anything food here. Disgustingly good chilidogs/ likely enough indigestion. You’re proof I’m male. I’m cheap. I’m one handed and that space of grocery storage is outright brazen theft. This place lacks organization and storage.

We’re talking:
Wolf no bean chili (Texas red)
Frito lay snack jaleno cheese dip/sauce
Hebrew national bun length Frank’s
Wonder bread on special white hotdog buns.
Paper plates but with a print¡!
Too many paper towels… I made a huge mess two glurps one one the fllooor how??? Of course no dog trying to lick it up when you need one.


This approximates mine but mine were 3x more chili sloppy and I far too hungry to wait pictures.

To his is a few pictures to illustrate ideas so youve less to read.

The firebox with a refrigerator white behind it serves 4 adults including me. That’s too small for how it’s used. Ooo the fires are warm not like a Florida USA sunshine even if I technically get more sunshine in Colorado USA but still. Warm fire oo. The first picture shows a built in shelf area that is as about a refrigerator worth of space if you had the space to the floor. The 3rd pictorial view is what’s behind this shelf which is a junk workroom but not correctly insulated to the world so I can’t but have a proper construction and! Insulation!! As I want a quarter inch 10mm water line from where the dishwasher isn’t to a boxed in new refrigerator area so that a: I have a fridge that’s the biggest I can have afford. B: a little ice/water. This leaves where the fridge now to be a that space as a stand up freezer. Why? Guys don’t cook they pull out of freezers and reheat cook. The current set up is like space for one split with four. As you can see bachelor living at it’s most horrible… Space aplenty but lacking utilization of what’s present. But while cheaper solutions to what I can think of exist, I’m gonna Yammer this forward. Anything will help. It’s about a year 14 months project money used appliances and affordable handyman cost to achieve a replacement bigger fridge dishwasher and stand up freezer with building a pantry proper with correct electrical and the ducted insulated waterline for moving a fridge and using old space for freezer. So as I can save a small kitty of money to ask after permission and financing! From landlord who’ll have rebuild the sink too. There’s a reason no dishwasher is there it leaked into the room downstairs. That’s the plan but never! Ever! Try talking without money in hand!!!! Nothing will get done! Ugh waiting! But that’s the plan. Top fridge bottom freezer type bigger fridge if possible as it’s extra large pizza box sized space or party tray with vegetables o m g – a vegetable!!! Yet I know as tragic to real nutrition as this sounds more food will exit a microwave around here or reheated from the freezer to oven.

I’m one handed as I can’t grip or carry more than 6 pounds by doctors orders ever with using that arm for dialysis. I can’t likely build it myself which frustrates. I sucked at building anyways so forcing patience is a blessing and getting pro help is a good idea. But frustrating is costs time to save and…..I can’t believe there’s no vision around here! Ugh. I’ve no groove and I’ve more groove than this!!!

Help me find music I can enjoy?

If you’ve ideas on better serving four adult males in America and cost effective ideas or hazzards to look out for… Here’s your chance. Yes Angie’s list. But not until I’ve that refrigerator space money in hand am I calling the landlord. I just have heard too many fucking no’s. Even moving the existing fridge means addressing sink reconstruction thus fixing neglected maintenance. And leaves prepared room for a freezer and as allowed upgrading appliances…or lol getting that dishwasher replaced.

Heres some better pictures of the situation…

To put in a header beam means spaces. Count on 14 inches enclosed in sheetrock painted. The top of the built in fridge current cabinet area is about 74/75 inches or plenty tall for a modern fridge they’re 70/72 for mammoth tall ones… I still need width or 4 inches either side of machine hence the loss of one more stud but this is a load bearing wall hence the header. Now look at my ceiling and you see I have limited space to ensure a header and to include a say sliding glass door I have the width not the height. This is why I’m not stupid – it’s easy to custom fit a new door not a prebuilt sliding glass door just a dumb door. It’s easy to SAY engineer a been but it’s building permit and another 6k risked to even think of it. It’s also stupid to begin hoping for this without realizing it’s going to be a challenge as all homes can be. I don’t need 20k in hand or to feel defeated before trying nor expect now. But I do need real money. Real labor and real expectations and contracts/quotes before trying to get a yes.

Look for yourselves.

Oh and that bottom shelf. Half of that one crisper for of twois all the space in shelfing food plus fridge food I get – I literally am stealing space at that so I can have male fast food fuck veggies as I haven’t room even for canned veg. It cost 150 for this much. I’m pulling teeth and living hella rich at 5his pace for HOTDOGS. Tostadas salad and tuna sandwiches add bacon I will get a dozen eggs when I’ve room left when…. That’s why I say it’s careful how I approach an add a fridge. 5 k for a closet yes. But if it’s a rebuild the house at 12k cheap 19k right everyone gets paid one guy for nothing as is America usual then it’s lottery dreams for a simple damn project.

Or door yes, sliding glass appropriate but it’s heigth is 2 inches from current ceiling or no header in a load bearing wall. Moving a header into the next course of construction is asking 6k more in cost atop timing7k now at minimum not including 6k in appliappliances. A sliding glass door is 600 it’s not bad and duh putting in a header means a new door. Thus thinking ahead so it happens not is dreamed of but at 300 a month…this is not a 3 year dream cost it’s 6-7 not a small project but a major chance at not necessary for a landlord nor cost effective and thus getting up the how to make it far cheaper still right and people still profit correctly yet I get mine??? That’s the ticket! Yet still not make it look cheap. Like same door gross versus sliding glass light? French doors out can’t afford it same thing open concept to a non correctly insulated sunroom I’m not rebuilding add 20k more oh hell no because it gets into low fourties in sun room I can’t risk freezing a water line flood. Thinking ahead is key. Not going broke over paying key. Not giving up because it just isn’t simple is key but keystone is not living like this on hotdogs happily. Fuck this. And I like hotdogs.

Edit 2

Okay I’ve 8 feet now a fridge and not a sliding glass door but half of one but one more nasty post between these.

No big deal nor is having a double door sition or a windowed door. Nor 20k recon instructions project. But a header beam is a reality as is doors not an easy modern sliding glass but cheaper and custom sized too doors not majorly but this is not 7 ft egress sized house so it’s custom. And thus it’s toothy still and no small thing to remove a wall and or even ONE stud. Not cheap at all!

4×6 damn it damn it damn it. 3i could see not six. But the current sized door will fit maybe one Inc taller with correct trim. That adds 6 square feet more glass spaced window x 2 of light. And proper egress to the deck for a party not a trip and die in a impromptu worksho like it is but room to walk 4 feet wide safely.

It’s still 1800 for a fridge closet with heattape and insulated access possible conduit waterline inside chase plus about the same in a cupboard space to the right of fridge box above that counter between existing wall cupboard upper. This way storage isn’t wholely lost. And proper space is made for desired additional fridge….without losing my mind with a load eating wall in a small home.

1200 custom solid core doeescwith window top.

1500 4×6 steel I beam 3 posts
600 intervening spaces left wall
600 addition material
45×50 and 60×50 per week minimum
labor – 5200 a week is two guys. Realistilly it’s 6k a week and these two can hire under the table likely the third helper a yes man daylaborer and what is 2 days prep one day demo one day clean up prep two days staging jacking bracing two to three days one paid no work for delivery fail -. Two days to install and 1 more for paid help not working for inspection. 3 days to redo the bullshit required to meet inspection. Two days to do one days work on installing two doors and a built closet paying additionally for an electrician to run 12 feet of romax and install 5 dollar circuit breaker or 1500 bucks half day for him… Who will wreck a construction day. Plus install a 5 amp plug for heat tape as nothing ever is simple so two circuits hahaha yes I’ve room in my circuitbox….2500

Plumber to reconstruct trap plumbing plus whirly garbage disposal and dishwasher access electrician to make sure existo

plus 20 x15 their pay which 40×15 for day labor moving workshop out cleanup demo and move workshop back in minimum charge and I six hours being dead lazy for two half crippled idiot half drunk to move and tarp workshop I’ve done it twice. But people are lazier than I drunker than I and greedier still…so double 600 or 40×30 hours two guys up… Already tabulated right above…
But 6k *2 workman plus one helper third which is really 7k as that’s more than current rate but overtime allotted which is real week plus half Saturday most I’d get out of anyone. 2 1 1 3 2 fails 2 box up 2 other trades which are half day them plus a comeback plumber complete day on relating project 2 day clean up with trim guy flooring patch or replace one more 13 days plus 5 off is 18 of 2.5 time 7k is 17k add 2 for supplimentary labor moving and clean up add 2 k I insurance and real boy tools like construction dumpster and staging Jack’s tarps rental or otherwise. Add 3×100 x 3 weeks motel for house occupants minus a kitchen partial outrages water and electricity or 4k plus 1500 in partial dog kennel ing be that’s
18k labor, 2k auxiliary labor, 1 k gotta get it tools, 2 insurance overage, 4k materials 27k 3k is a nice taste of insurances toward overage and it’s still 6k in appliances delivered and hauled off 6k in motelling folk and animals correctly just enough to survive or a simple project is really 50k

So right is costed.

To drop the current shelf utilizing specs to floor. PL snuck in conduit and real electrical plus heat tape the thing as insurance is 1000 at best in material 1 guy 20 hours 25×20 500 right. Double that cash1000 right? Fridge 800 used delivered same for upright freezer 1500 for maintainanced sink and cheapo dishwasher… 17 months 300 gone don’t begin til 18 is in hand. Lol plus 3 til inconvenience motel kennel is adequately acheived!. Voila make more like a 7k projects not 50 some!. Plenty of room for it to be a nightmare of lost friends only in it for a quick buck but enough to get it done between 3 people paid and it only costing twice as much as predicted. Hahaha. Even fancy ideas cost a mint done super squak cheap.

St Elsewhere

I just read after the house i wish I had…it had a presence.

I tried to recapture that in music… Flunk-aroo.

I tried getting up a bit of what a pump organ can do. Crowded house has a digital pipe not pump organ in don’t dream it’s over. Brothers Johnson has something more compatible with a pump organ capabilities in strawberry letter oh I forget the number.

I’m zipped up inside as I’m cold! But I pay to be here and i know not yet on cranking everything to the walk naked or melt levels as that’s a cost.

I’ve investigated a one handable pie semi homemade. Just a pinch shows a lemon meringue pie. I’m fresh from Florida September and before. I’m this seeing not sugarplum fairies but key lime not lemon. I mean it’s not beyond to juice limes versus lemons and do this pie limed not lemons. Pie crusts at the appropriate store section as I can’t rolling pin nothing one handed. Just a second on links. I bring this up having not hammentachen cookies knowing I might not pie this way either. The point is feeling the currents dessert. The point is joy. But remember it costs and passion is a poison if not pursued carefully. I mean iade coffee and all I dreamed of coffee for here and I got up that? Understand that is I did store coffee mostly tea flavoured milks chocolatings etc and my first pot here was a correct strength gevalia espresso. It chocolates like I’d throw up …strong coffee can wobble my tummy. So far no puke. Whee. But understand I can taste reality and it’s not vision flavoured. So to link and remember it’s a great idea but I’ve little to waste on non vision flavoured pursuits.

Theres 3 main recipe all similar. This covers lemon filling as a cook and serve pudding which can thus be lime not lemon.

Limeade recipe in case you didn’t work the food court corndog purveyor and couldn’t beach up a whale let alone a drink.

Oo I can turn on the heat! I’m 45 and for the second think I can afford my life. I’m laughing as should you. Hahaha you know I forgot next month as that’s required

A West State Story

Kingsoopers hit up so I can eat up.
Sister’s phone blown up so I can sleep up. Liquor store snuck up so I can celebrate up.

The Brothers Johnson spin (ain’t we funking now) on my phone with headphones. The wolf hybrid alternately whines as he’s a sore hind end (possible, I’m told cancer). The cattle dog can’t shut his damn mouth if anything moves.

Peppermint tea
Fruit tea sampler minus the cherry.

50 box Earl grey

Coconut milk

Folgiers tubs:
Black silk
1/2 caff.

Gevalia 12oz.
Costa Rica

200 junior badkest filters

Chocolate syrup

Palmolive super tall green
Scrubby stick

Bathroom shower floor scrubber

Scrubbing bubbles shower spritz/foam

Pine floor cleaner

Toilet duck
(Thank God they’ve at least a toilet brush)

Two pack gloves (L)

Bounty paper towel
Huge array paper plates

15 box gallon ziplocks
90 box sandwich
30 pack paper cups with lids coffee

1 4x ziplock Tupperware ramen sized

Mayonnaise ( super jar )
Two super french and thousand island salad creams
Head of lettuce
Mild cheddar shreddard
Black olives blister packet

Tostada shells
6 refried beans
4 taco seasoning packets
8 red and green enchilada sauce cans

2 chili ( Texas no bean red as chilidogs)

4 cans huge traditional spaghetti
2 Pounds semolina type pasta spaghetti

4 pounds bacon ,(3.99 special damn it)

2 pack cream cheese(👽 1 lb)

1 6x beef ramen
1 6x chicken ramen

2 6x bun length Hebrew national beef hotdogs

2 12 box blueberry cream oatmeal

90 treat baconesque dog treats (they hate)

20 soft taco/small burrito shells

Tuna cans/, pouches
Hamburger mince 6 lbs
Hotdog buns
Hamburger buns
More lettuce

18 count eggs
2x 8 biscuits
10 muffin mixes Martha white
2 lbs butter

1/2 cord firewood some greenwood exists
Benzomatic torch/fuel

10 lbs sidewalk salt
Bread bread

Blanket carried cancer dog to potty time
Tall boy El pacifico beer various grapefruit Bacardi hi I’m here!

Awaiting matress delivery or airbed

Need hangers

What you dont see:
20 nori /mat
Rooster sauce

Tomato paste small sauce

Chicken wings


I’m good on foods some choices I’m good on collecting rest. I’ll need the rest of I can use them tools to clean and about a quickie updo on cleaners. Everyone with their plan on tools and I’m one handed hence lots of sidewalk salt etc.

But near two months in town I finally move in

20 rides tickets to cover bus tickets yet save half.on pass. That covers dialysis travel and a doctor trip or two

I’ve a coat gloves good shoes hat with hood.

Investigating Stupid.

As with all things it’s pricey. Far Mar tools to clean or maintain and or purchase for far less results. Ahhh.

But if one does oomph it,. There’s a chance it’s savings! If not it’s spot the sucker.


It’s deceptive as it’s simple brew your breakfast.


For a home hippy, we’re talking some five gallon or 18-20 liter buckets
Lids, tubes,starsan, gas bottle, fermentation locks, depending on how you like your beer refining agents and or filters, if you’re a chemistry genius you can vent various measurement devices like a specific gravity thingo and math your heart out.

I know I’m about to admit my sins so without further adieu, I don’t like mud beer. Filter mine please. So as you read on you’ll see that I’m dreaming awake of the RIGHT kind of beer. How to skimp on a budget yet not on result.

Fermentation Buckets

Buckets. Decide carefully as you want all convenience but that little hole and spiggot thing is yet more cleaning Hassel hell. I hit baby aisles and it’s still hell to find a bottle brush to clean small pour spouts.


Starsan. Dirty beer is gross,. Beer fouled brewery equipment is gross…and ants!


Pipe volume calculator… It’s gonna contain cleaner, I don’t want a lot line cleaner in my hopefully yummy beer. Knowing how much line I have and at what size says say 10 feet of quarter inch tubing the 3.1 oz of line volume to clear twice ((rinse?)). For clean beer.

Samsung tall ass mini fridge holds two corny kegs and beer gas or co2 bottles has a freezer just spiffy perfect for beer glasses frozen…


(Not a Samsung but i looked this up last week and it’s Christmas flog us Shipp with choice season…. Just part with your money.)

This shows inches missing but in reality perfect sizing. It can fit two cony kegs and bottle stuff and lines thus a drip tray and such drill through the tap. But as it seeeeems to offer minus 1 inch so to stack this same again? No but it’s nice to know I’ve room to store girly beer ruiners. Garnishes.

Plus the glassware frozen.


Types of beer glasses

Beer kit

Why? Duh! I am inept. I am not feeling stupid here in that unredeemed sense. I just don’t want good money entirely up in smoke.



Brewers best may not be the only gig going and it may not even be the magic of them. That’s reality be of tastes and idiot following steps. But they offer joy.

I’ve enjoyed watermelon goze


Regular and flavoured are different, duh but start all journeying with what you know

Salted caramel porter.
I’m normally no fan of just caramel. I always preferred raspberry caramels.

Brachs caramels.

But as beers go and keeping things both yummy and acheivable but watch as you read say the salted caramel ingredient then recipe PDF it’s….. A flavoured added stage? Oh boo. I’m well aware i like cheap flavoured things but flavoured is not brewed and thus I want kit ease sure but a “real” experience so.

Nut browns!
Jw Dundee honey brown

Newcastle brown ale

Wells bombedier.

Rouge hazelnut brown.

As stories go, I thought always to discount the fellow. Sixth husband and so very much not the styles of the fifth. Yet on education im an idiot… Shhh… I learned six is why i remember five so well. Six did the stuff expertly I was so impressed by five,. A perfect chili relleno drowned in home made green chili…heavenly. now five was no slouch! Hed BBQ chicken. Ordinary chicken on the bbq with his squirt bottle to dose flamage. And we’re talking perfectly crisp and not rubber dipped junk. Absolutely yummy normal people food but impressive was that is a nightmare to do oft comes out less than perfectly crisp and or rubber dipped if one doesn’t baste and crisp coating. Five nev3r really had a drink i remember going but six jw Dundee’s. Five shared his biscuits from scratch technique but I still look up hardess biscuits on YouTube. Being wowed is fun. Of course I’ve made stuffed poblanos. I’ve made green chili verde sauce from scratch. Fried chicken grilled bbq chicken grill kebabs I marinate overnight.. I am not a complete know-nada. I am changing from two handed to one handed as I’ve a fistula stopping heaving grip or lift in my left arm and must he’s which i don’t well between dialysis the iv insertions. Thus I’m becoming an amputee for all purposes. I can not lift more than 5 ish pounds with my left appendage and thats not even an apartment door held!!! But the stories food just at one house show you how joyous it can be to think you can and I could cook but seeing a real cook is wow.

Now the Newcastle and the wells are later finds and those stories are just how neat it is to hit the local joint and go ooo that tastes good. I do add that I’m fond of boiler makers. Which as names go might! Envision a real live coal shoveling fireman of a transoceanic steamer hard days work wanting a drink after. Beer. Whiskey. Drop shot perhaps or on the side. You’d be “boiled” making that drink gone. Haha. But my version was how Chambord a french drop in to an English beer? Oooo. Am i a dinner! English love them Frenchies!
Wells yastes like its almost caramelled whereas Newcastle more a honeyed taste. End of info reallly.


I can hack wheats but to date i found only. One. I adore.

Bitburger is the big company
Bennediktiner is the stuff
A dark wheat beer of southern Germany.

Benediktiner weisbeir

Pours crystal clear unlike most hazy wheats. Looks like beer beer but wheats are very pale usually so this is “dark” by comparison. It was 86 cents on special and the store disgusted at the but seriously 86 cents for a pint? Good!!! That it was german beer wow. That it was good? Score!. Im told others of my circles dropped theirs in the glacial snow of st Mary’s glacier

It’s a crappy photo but not beered up, i jumped into that lake and oo is it a ‘polar bear club’ treat (eff that club membership) the little rocks are 10-12 feet high. I was scared cold and unable to climb down. Then came rain! In I went. Hold bleep was it cold.



That’s notion. But now the title? Investigating Stupid. I can’t necessarily justify the cheap not kegging just buckets and such… I can’t justify the cost to buy in even here and I know I’m a hobby system extraordinary! So till that’s satisfied I’m like.. but I don’t have 450 for 5 gallons beer! Yikes! That’s stupid plus I can’t but barely consume in 2 months five gallons beer! Stupid. Stupid stupid. Why is it hobbies are such a stupid silly cost?


Second e r visit. ( For a seizure during treatment first suspected in 40 years – petite Mal if it was and I was awake before during after no fancy lightshow dangit) Ooo par ty. These are
Clotted dialysis access working Tuesday not Thursday so Friday emergency angioplasty. I’m just back from follow-up with vascular surgeon with yet another long paper to hopefully have no more issues – however, I may have to have a surgical “revision” on that access. Approved for use- 10/09, clotted dead from 15 gauge double needle use from single needle 17 guage beginning on 11/12-15 all upon a fistula placed 7/05/19 I did clot beginning on no heperin I don’t know exactly when this was stopped but remember it’s 600 aonth supposedly for it… And my rush to have 15’s is so lesser phlebotomists can hook me up so basically I’m saying coldly I’m gently pushed to be easy money. It is difficult to not feel this way when im asked to start later when it’s bad enough I can’t get out til after four most often and I don’t want to travel at night – I never get the easy reschedules as if I’ve a plush chair time they want me easy and on the last of the shifts…so if I’m troublesome one gone? The way insurance vagueries work have insurance jerks walk to your chair in treatment so you can’t pose reasoed questions… Ack. It’s fast how one can be taken from pleased they always got my true time kept and a true showing of care being careful bringing me online with a fistula to less than amused at the non discussed changes and continual fight with proof that I gain weight and do poorly with complete adherence to blind baseline calculation of dry weight only from that days weight calculated for removal… I’m somewhat limited as I get low b p from treatment ruining my rest of day requiring more sleep to recover thus up all hours… These things challenge. Yet each day I have to feel I fight to control how my treatment will go. No you won’t say 68.7 with a previous 65.7 that 61 summer clothes weight many cramps always in treatment that hmn adjust me. Nope simple kneejerk 68.7-61 15’s no deviation oh show up later so we can … Wow I’m just a number and have to pay for doctor paper to change my outcomes…. Ugh. This is tbos nationwide chain’s headquarters city. Careful, complain and 60% of choices for care disappear
;). Yet multiple issue and e r visits showing I must be careful and feel a fight to not be railroaded out of a limited life where the treatment isn’t wise than the disease.

I want more coffee. I look forward to coffee by firebox roaring. I’m pleased it shall transition well. Believe you me I’m pleased I’ve care yaay. I’m not free of concerns but no one is! It’ll be a joy as it is already. It’s a fun to see what will be.


Harper’s ferry (wv) raid gets me allllll the way to New York via Harriet Tubman. But it gets interesting from there.

H.t. is the new movie subject. But the town she moves to is also gonna play important. Auburn, ny.

Case memorial library displays the early sound stuff that is the first successful sound recording to movie film invented by case… But what gets me reading alllll night wasn’t movie sound but his first work a thallium blah blah tube for infrared signaling….a navy intelligence thing of ww1. Eugene f Mathews later of Chicago radio labs later zenith corporation bought out by lg electronics but the brand still seeing use as a name in myrymar and further smaller markets southeast Asia exists. It’s no surprise zenith made the first television remote but it’s intriguing this used car salesman got that idea…elsewhere in

And paid generously for his arrest…

Case Memorial-Seymour Library
At liesure
Follow that it re.otes just were beyond technical use til the seventies even if the tech is 1917. And the idea in other form is 1950 when other again forms of remotes exist in 1939 for other devices….and you’ll hit the BBC for the modern ir remote.

Telsa factors as well

Rather amazing to go from john brown shooting it it up to getting strung up as the first person to get tried for and executed for treason. To remotes both wired up heh and remote.